my name is Michael I am 18 years old and walk the righteous path of YAHUSHUA HA MASHIACH (Jesus the Messiah)
I met this girl last January she was 14 n I was 17. We really liked eachother in the beginning and the first thing we had in common is that we were followers of Christ. We would say that but would not show it by out actions we would lust alot. Like a month into our relationship she broke up with me because she said that she just wants to focus on God,I was sad but I went about my day n she eventually came up to me n started talking to me that same day n I said that we both can seek God together she smiled and agreed n we were back together. Months went buy and I would pray to God the she was the one for me. A month or so after this girl that goes to our school that was a mutual friend of ours texted me during school asking me to meet her in the library I thought twice about it because she would always be like “I have to tell you something that God told me ” but she would never end up telling me. So I was kind of iffy if I should meet up with her in the library but I did and I said ok what do u want to tell me and she started praying and then said “God told me a month ago what I’m about to tell you but told me not to tell you until today, Luisa(the girl I was with) is the one for you but u have to put God first” I felt like I ignored the putting God first part n only heard the me and her part that same day I heard from 2 prophets from my group that I’m in and they said the same thing that God showed them also. We were happy but I can tell she was confused in a way and felt pressured. I used to like her best friend and when we first got together her best friend would flirt with me and I wouldn’t even take notice on how Luisa would feel so i would play around back One day she called me crying about it and I realized what I was doing and put myself in her shoes and would get so mad if she had done that with a friend of mine. My group was commanded by God to do a 40 day fast last summer the night before the fast my girlfriend broke up with me she said she stopped having feelings for me out of no where but would always be here for me no matter what I started crying n hung up on her and called one of my leaders from my group at 3 am he started speaking in Holy tongues and God began to say “knew tia was gonna happen already,I’m the one who allowed these feelings into her heart prove to me your love for Me this 40 day fast and watch how I change her heart ” when I heard that I was happy but re enemy started messing with my mind. I would try to get back with her every day and would get rejected we ended up kissing out of no where one day and it felt so pure and Holy like it was directly from God but she stopped her self I apologized to her and she said she wanted to kiss me but she doesn’t want that right now she just wants to seek God. I took it the wrong way until half way into the fast I surrendered to God and said I love you and have faith in your word for You do not lie. I noticed her texting me alot more and stuff but I was so focused on God I didn’t really care that much about it I would ask to read the bible with her and she would say she’s going to a friends. The last day of the fast my friend that God used to speak that word about me and her His wife had a baby I went to go see the baby and something told me to text her and ask if she wanted to come,I didn’t know of it was my heart deceiving me so I tested it and she surprisingly said yes so I went to her house she lives down the street from me and we waited forour ride to the hospital I noticed that things were different since I wasn’t all over her. We got to the hospital and my mom and little brother was there and were all just fellowshipping together as we were going home I told my mom to drop me off at Luisas because she asked if I wanted to eat pizza rolls with her her parents were not home as we were making the food we ended up kissing out of no where I did not plan it nor intended it I felt like Angela pushed us together we kissed n she started crying n we felt the Holy Spirit poured all over us she kept saying what is this I’m feeling because she never felt what we were feeling before. We ended up back together and everything was really blessed but thenarguments started attacking us I would get mad for the littlest dumbest things now that I look at it and blew it way out of proportion I regret it so bad because she said it made her loose feelings. I would get mad that she wouldn’t wanna spend time that much after school she was to tired and wanted to take a nap. Then one day she goes to her best friends to et tacos so I got mad cuz she never would hang out with me but then she has time for her friend I was complaining to her about it and she broke up with me and said that she was having family problems and I wasn’t benefiting any her I chased her down the street n she just kept saying stop leave me alone it’s been 2months for about 1 month straight I would pour my heart out everyday and she would reject me it hurts bad but I know I have my Father comforting me when I get lonely and depressed. I saw her with this other guy on my bus that she had a past with and they were flirting infront of me she knew I was sitting right there I felt so horrible but I just want to be delivered n pray that God gives me one more chance and changes her heart I realize how selfish I was and have learned my lesson. Please give me advice if u are led to. YAH BLESS
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Just listen to what God tells you to do. He has an ultimate plan, involving both you and Luisa. It sounds like God does have a plan for you two to be together, at least for some part of your life. Take courage and hope in the fact that this sounds like the enemy is trying to break up the relationship – he finds it dangerous.
But ultimately it is your decision and Luisa’s over what happens. If you both hold onto God, and put him first, God will gradually put together the pieces. Take comfort in God and how he is slowly preparing an almost fairytale situation for you.
Ultimately, trust God and listen to the advice that your friends/prophets give you. He has your best interests at heart.
God bless!
Hey brother. That sounds like alot of heartache!
I just want you to know that I love you as a brother and am glad you are partying with the father in heaven one day!
I really want to share a few things with you. First is Matthew 6:33. “seek first the kingdom of God and all these things(talking about all that we need) will be added to you” (esv)
If you read the versus above that it says don’t worry about lifes problems and it says this because god wants your passion and your attention set on his kingdom. Growing gifts and ultimately saving souls!
Second thing I think you should pray about is testing spirits. I am by no means saying that you friends prophcied falsely but it is so important to test what people have prophesied to see if it is from the spirit of God. I have heard of huge issues because people prophesy from there own spirit and even though they are ‘nice’ they are false directions and end in disaster. I really pray that you will find the resolution but do not focus on anything except god and you cannot fail! Love you bro and I will be praying for you.
what to tell u is that, u should be brave when it comes to some prophecies coz for now, we are in the days known as escatologies i.e the last days. Remember that the Bible says that in the last days, there will be false prophets who will try to mislead people. morealso, u should pray God to give u the gift of discernment so for you to be able to discern the different prophecies from different people. i will also pray for you and remember that u should read the book of Matthew 6:33. pray harder.
Pray to God and ask guidance from Him.
Take this time to get more close to God. Do not go or listen to human advices. Keep God in front, ask Him an answer. Ask God to show you what to do.
I was praying to God to show me a sign if I should continue praying for my boyfriend to come back to me. Jesus gave me a sign in the time I asked. It increased my faith. So I know I have to pray for the guy to first know Jesus more and then our life together. Ask God for guidance,He will guide you. Trust me.
I posted something about relatonships, heres the url:
http://www.testimonyshare.com/gods-plan-for-romantic-relationships/
A few words, as long as it is distracting,
always tearing you down in some way, even if God meant for you both to be together, it isn’t the right time. Each person’s relationship with God comes first, if that is compromised for another relationship, it will always lead to worse things.
You learn about relationships from your relationship with him. God wants a God centred life and heart for both person, both matured to a certain exctent, before joining together, to protect them both. God so loves both of his childrens that he would not put them together for their pleasure but ends up hurting each other. God wants wholeness, fully healed, strong in faith, character, maturity, and relationship with God. The individual is more important than their relationship with another person. I strongly suggest you read the link I posted above.
God’s not the author of confusion. When it is the appropriate time, sometimes it might take a process because someone’s got issues causing hesitation, but eventually theyll feel God’s peace about it, to a point where it is undeniable.
And I agree with Graeme Bell, to test the spirits. We should test every spirit, even if it is God’s spirit – because we are not sure. (not to be confused with testing God, it is not the same)