I prayed about 3-4 times per day and read the bible often. It was the only thing that bought me peace and allowed me to persevere.
I know my stay here is temporary for GOD stirs something in my heart again.
I love him as my father because he has promised me that he will become my father when my biological father has already passed.
We had become more than friends and a relationship started to develop.
I forgave him. I always feel he does not belong to me.
I always used the fact my father abandoned us as an excuse for my inappropriate behaviour.
Does the Lord bless those who bless us?