Where Is God?

I see all these people sharing testimonies all around me and I envy them. In my personal life I have to be honest and say I see nothing but labour, toil and hardship. I have prayed, I have begged, I have cried heartwrenching cries, I have fasted and I am tired, this is too much. It is not working for me. What if God doesn’t deem me worthy, what if He doesn’t care, doesn’t have time. I am weary and at the end of my tither. Wait on Him you …

God Is Love

I want to start by addressing all those who are reading this and are experiencing great anxiety, depression and suffering in their lives, and who also feel like they are loved by no one.  God loves you so immensely it’s unfathomable. No person can love you as much as God loves you. He wants you to turn to Him with your sorrows. He wants to save you and make you whole again. I want to tell you how He did this to me and how I came to know His …

For Your Bleeding heart

This testimony is for your bleeding heart. This is a true story. You see, I too was angry with God because I couldn’t seem to find God when I needed him. I studied the word and prayed as well but I always had such a hard time getting the things that the average person could get with no problems. I felt like my prayers were not alleviating anything at all. I knew there was a God. In the same sense, I knew there was a devil. What I couldn’t understand …

Limited Love vs Endless Love

Excuse my english everyone, lol. Although I didn’t grow up in a religious home, I knew I believed in God. Even though I didn’t practice Christianity and didn’t belong to a church, I knew that I believed in God. My belief in God gave me confidence and courage to do many things, good and bad. I would do risky things and put myself in somewhat dangerous situation then convince myself that God “wouldn’t allow me to die like this”. Now that I look back, it was very twisted on my part. …

Amazed at God’s Grace

About two years ago, I went through the toughest time in my life. I found out I had been exposed to Toxic mold in my home which I loved. Slowly I was getting sicker and sicker. During this time I met a man and fell in love. While dealing with my mold exposure illness, I eventually found out much later down the line that the man I loved was a very well hidden drug addict. To say the least, I was in a very bad place in life, as I …

Freedom From Masturbation

I ignorantly got engaged in Masturbation and at the beginning it felt good, yeah but that’s how the Devil’s bondage starts, months later I felt this isn’t right, enough of this. I began seeking for help, I tried abstinence, I still came back after usually 3days, What! I sought for reasons just to masturbate without any pornographic material in a way to avoid sinning, and yet suppressing my conscious that masturbating isn’t a SIN, Which it actually IS. Why, because I feel guilty and dirty everytime I did it, I …

God of Miracles

This is a long testimony but I’ll shorten it for now. I found this website when I needed encouragement for an upcoming test. I take this test tomorrow on Good Friday! I believe I am already victorious because this date wasn’t planned. Now to my testimony, I graduated pharmacy school last year and knew I was gonna go into ministry school in August, so I had to take my national aad state exam before I go to ministry school. This left me with less time to prepare for this exam …

Borderline Personality Disorder

My name is Julie and I have a very real and moving story I would like to share with you. I was born in Toronto in 1983 and taken by CAS at 3 months old. The details surrounding this are sketchy for me but basically my mother got arrested and she got my aunt to watch me who then gave me to a lady she met on the street. I had a very bad cough and the lady took me to the hospital who called CAS because apparently I had …

The Next Step

Hello Everyone! I have a testimony to share and a prayer request. God has been so good to me and I thank Him everyday for it even when things may not go the way I want it to. So last year around this time, I was applying to universities outside my country and during this time a lot of my friends were telling me to apply to some schools in my country just in case I don’t get into my desired school but for some reason I just didn’t want …