God with Us in The Midst of Suffering

Hi, I would like to share what happened to me  in May 2016. I went through intense suffering for 3 years. God delivered me from the most of it 2 months ago. I do not understand why God allowed this to happen to me, but I can say my relationship with Him was the strongest I have  ever experienced. In May 2016 I was in great, great pain. I cried a lot, pleaded, begged; my prayers were intense for the whole thing to stop (it stopped more than 2 years …

Hell Experience

In 2014 I believe I went to hell, I came from a broken family, had a lot of trouble growing up in high school and never really fit in I till I left high school, I left high school depressed and alone. Suicidal I decided to change my life and move out of my home with my father and move in with my grandmother who is a Christian, back home I faced a lot of changes and faced the same people who bullied me for years, but I made a …

Thank You Jesus

Imagine a darkness. It’s so big and endless. No matter much you try to fight it, it just keeps spreading. It begins in your chest, like a small ball no bigger than a small seed. But then it grows and spreads its roots, and before you notice it’s there, its roots are all over. In your arms, legs, feet, all the way out to the tip of your fingers, and all the way up to every part of your brain. Every little cell in your body is infected by the …

Please Pray for Me

Please please pray for me as I am suffering from depression, health anxiety, PTSD, OCD and the fear that I am dying. I have no one in my life that understands, or cares to understand.  I pray constantly that Jesus will heal my mind, body and spirit. I also take medication for my mental illness, but they only mask how much I’m hurting. Will someone please help me and please pray for healing for me? Thank You so much. God Bless all who read this. I Love You.

Prayer for Help

If you could, could you please pray that God reveals His purpose for my life, where I go next, and where He is going to lead me? I feel a lot of desire to especially start helping those in 3rd world countries (like the underground churches) but I need to be shown/revealed. But, even if that is my calling, it would have to be all Him that provides. Blessings

Meeting God

God bless you for reading this. I would like to share my testimony how I met God 4 years ago. But I have to explain who I was before I met him. My wife forced me to go to church and when I went there I looked at the people and judged and said to myself these people are fake, liars, phonies. I will always say bad things about the pastor and the servants. They would come to me and talk about the word but I wouldn’t listen. I stopped …

Prayer to Pass Exam Re-takes (Help)

I just took my company law paper yesterday for the second time. I don’t know why but to me it always seems like an impossible paper. I’m never familiar with the subject because to me company is a difficult topic (unlike other law topics which I understand very quickly). Application of the law is really hard. Yesterday during the paper I was so nervous. I kept praying, I knew the answers and I wrote them down and I know I hit 80% of the answers he wanted. But then I …

I Am Enough

I was lucky enough to have a good stepfather walk me through my early years of childhood, but when it was time for me to become a man, he had already crossed over and I was alone. Of course, I had my mother and she did everything she could to give me a good upbringing, but I never had that masculine father figure around. This left me exposed to the indoctrination of a godless culture. The idea of getting married and having a family was pure misery. Anything less than …

Travel Expenses Provision

A few weeks ago, before God’s provision, I told myself that I was going to write a testimony on His greatness, and here I am. My cousin’s wedding was coming up (in October), and it was taking place in a different country. Early this year, when I found out she was getting married, I knew that I needed to make plans for attending the wedding, and was quite sure about it then. Around August, I lost my job, and my financially stability went downhill from there. I had lent a …