I so badly hated myself that I even tried hurting myself by jumping out a second story window.
When I say God is real and he will fight for you... it's coming from personal experience.
I would give myself away to whoever showed interest and I walked around with my heart on my sleeve.
When I was praising and singing one of the women had told my wife to touch my belly.
When the darkness was exposed by light, it lost its power.
I was inches from the devil's gate, ready to open it.
I have survived living the New Age experience, I am now a born again Christian.