My child’s father gave me Herpes 1 and 2, years ago. Not only did he give me this STD. He also gave our child HSV 1 by sharing drinks knowing he suffered from cold sores. when we met, I’ve never seen him get cold sores ever but when my son broke out in his mouth with painful sores, I was livid. When the Dr told me my child would have to live with this for the rest of his life I nearly passed out from shame and guilt. This led me to get tested. Results came back positive, and he nonchalantly told me he had HSV 1 and that everyone has it.
I was so hurt! I couldn’t believe it. He even had the audacity to tell me he doesn’t have Type 2.
I immediately left the relationship it was very abusive physically and emotionally any way. I thought to myself no one would want me ever so I would let him have his way with me sometimes. I went from this beautiful young lady to the walking disease. My child’s father treated me like the scum of the earth after this. After a few months he completely cut me off got into a new relationship and left me to deal with it all alone. Obviously, he’s asymptomatic and his girlfriend must be too.
The first year after finding out my kid suffered greatly from the painful mouth sores. I used to be up all night praying and crying for him. And then getting up the next day to go to work and pretend to be happy. I got saved and gave my life to Jesus.
I joined church and grew a zeal in my heart for Jesus. I just wanted everyone to know about him because he actually saved me from suicide. The next year my kid was doing a little better but each time he would get a cold sore I would hide him from the public afraid he might accidentally pass this to another innocent child. During this time, I felt like the worst mother on planet earth.
Throughout the years I’ve fastest, prayed, begged God to heal us. I went to different churches and would ask for healing prayers. In 2021 I decided to get aggressive with my prayers I didn’t show symptoms of herpes type 2 I would only get sores in my mouth but not as often as my kid.
When my kid would get cold sores, I believe his dad would be ashamed because he would drop him off early if he was supposed to be spending time with him. My heart just always breaks into a million pieces because he knows he did this to us. But I forgave him for it.
On Mother’s Day I lay in bed and felt a bump on my vagina. I immediately knew it was symptoms from HSV 2. I cried so hard I couldn’t understand for the life of me WHY I had to go through this. I prayed and built up the courage to go get tested again I prayed that I was healed and so was my kid. I even told someone closed to me that I was going to receive a huge supernatural miracle. That’s how much I built my faith up the day of my retesting. The lady took my blood and I left confident that I was healed.
The next week I picked up my results I looked at the paper and the results were still positive. I grew very numb, it’s like I couldn’t feel any emotions. I questioned God and grew angry as the days went by. Through all of this no matter what I would always share the gospel and my testimony every opportunity I got, though I’m broken and a mess in my soul I can’t picture myself not serving God.
To the readers I just want y’all to know that I am depressed. I’m broken. I’m a beautiful woman but I hate my life. Everyday it’s a mental battle for me to just live. To just be a mother. Today my son has a nasty cold sore. He’s at an age where he notices it now. He’s asking questions and is self-conscious about it.
I just want him to know how very sorry I am. I always talk to him about Jesus. I’ve done everything. Only one person knows I’m dealing with this. I haven’t been in a relationship since I found out. I’m tormented on how I ruined the possibility of me having more children, on how I ripped away my kid having a great godly man in his life as a dad. How I ruined my life, I know I’m forgiven by Jesus. I know that I am a new person created in Christ, but the SINS of my past followed me into my life in CHRIST.
I have no business being mad at God in all truth I’m disappointed in myself. I put up the fake act on how I want to be single forever, but the truth is I long for kingdom marriage. I want more kids. I just want to live. I just want to be healed. There is nothing more that I want in this life but health. Especially for my kid.
Today I laid on the couch all day. This is what I do on the days I’m having an outbreak. Sometimes I’ll pray and worship. I still go to church, so I hear the word of God a million times about healing. And about faith. I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s either I don’t have faith or Jesus doesn’t want to heal me right now. It’s like people don’t understand this type of shame and pain. All they want to say is PRAY and have FAITH. But they don’t know when I’m at home alone crying, fasting and praying until I grow faint.
Everyone knows me as this Christian woman now. They see my life and always tell me how they inspire to be like me. What they don’t know is that I am a broken vessel. I feel like Job in the Bible. My sin and affliction are before me day and night. My sin has caused my seed to suffer. I am tormented day and night. I am tormented at weddings. I’m tormented that all my sisters in Christ are married. I’m tormented while working during painful outbreaks. I look in the mirror on the outside I see beauty but that don’t mean a thing… at events men always try to talk to me but I always shut them down I could never bring this type of pain on no one.
It’s like the more and harder I seek God the more outbreaks, the more depression I get. The more I ask God for guidance it seems the more he goes away from me. So, I just ask everyone for prayers because I’ve done all that I know to do.
I'm very sorry that u and your child are experiencing that. With our children we want to shield them and protect them from all kinds of evil, sickness and disease. I have two children so I know the cry of your heart. I've seen God do some unimaginable miracles with people he used me to pray from who were on their death beds. So what I'm telling you My sister is that God is not finished with you yet. Keep on believing and ask God to renew your faith while u wait. I believe God can and will heal u and your son in his timing. So I want to come in agreement with you and pray with u and asked God for his healing power to be released from his Holy Spirit.. keep the faith my sister. I'll be praying with you and for u all.
Hi T’Aira, I am going through the same thing me and my daughter for 10 years now. I was out in the world doing as I please, I guess.
Please help us and that lady and her son. I have read testimonials on here where people say they got healed from herps, so I do not believe that it’s impossible… I know sometimes I get discouraged but I then I would try and build me back up in the word.
Not all is possible for man but all is possible for God. He created the heavens and the earth. There is nothing he can’t do. He loves you all, just because you don’t feel that he’s working, just know that he is always working. There’s a plan and a purpose for all. The Father knows your needs, be patient and wait on the Lord.
I’m dealing with the same thing. I wake up in the morning feeling nasty I’m always anxious. I’m afraid of waking up sometime and it being somewhere else. A boyfriend of mine took my virginity and he gave it to me at the age of 14.
I am 54 now everyday I’m on edge it has caused my blood pressure to be high because I’m constantly worried about an outbreak this is sad this is sad that we have to wake up like this from being innocent people and now look at us but the faith in God is so strong then let’s just push through it and keep faith in him he makes the impossible possible he’s a way maker miracle worker promise keeper light of the darkness my God that is who you are we’re In it together we love you.
Hi dear, you are not alone, I’m going through the same thing, and it get worst, I give it to my daughter I don’t know how. For 12 years now we have this, my daughter is now 15 in August. I’m praying and asking God, not to let her become an adult with this infirmity. But I can tell you that along with serious praying and taking some herbal medicine I must say I see signs of healing, the discharge I usually get right after period God has dry that up, and I also ask God to dry it up from my daughter as well if she experiences it too because I’m in Canada and she lives in USA.
So far, I believe we are healed, and waiting for God to make me whole. Like the 10 men God had healed, and 1 was made not just healed but was made whole because he went back and worship God. Isn’t he a great God?
Keep praying and believe in God; he will heal you. I am so glad hear something on here I was wondering how I’m not hearing anything from testimony share and I started from for persons on here that might be going through the same thing. God is able please pray for me and my daughter, and I’ll do the same for you. believe me God has dried up the discharge that I get monthly after period, so I know he is drying up the outbreaks we all are healed by his stripes.
May the Lord grant you your request according to your faith. May He perfect your healing and that of your daughter. May He complete the healing that He has started in you and your daughter. May the Lord give you a great testimony of divine healing to share on this site soonest. May you and your daughter fulfill the purpose God has created both of you on the Earth. May your life and that of your daughter always glorify God, in Jesus name we have prayed.
Hi T’Aira, For healing you need to go to a deliverance church. I am not sure where you live but if you have a deliverance church nearby go. I am going to a deliverance church. I a normal church I couldn’t get healing but now I have been delivered from so many things. I came by these prayers as I was googling for something. Maybe you can use them and https://www.facebook.com/1672695436373389/posts/prayers-points-for-healing-of-hiv1-o-lord-by-your-mercy-and-grace-i-refuse-to-be/2148342842141977/.
Pray these prayers fasting or at midnight for a couple of days until you and your child are healed. Please replace HIV in HSV when praying. God Bless you and you are healed in Jesus’ name. No weapon formed or fashioned against you shall prosper and every tongue you in judgement is condemned.
Dear My Sister in Christ, let me encourage you at this moment in time that the Almighty Father knows every little thing you are going through. He is in control of your situation, and He knows how the end looks like; that’s why He may appear unbothered, but it is just our perceptions and what the enemy would want us to think. God has already solved your situation because there is nothing impossible to Him.
Remember He raised Lazarus from the dead after days in the grave.
Remember what the Lord told Prophet Ezekiel in Ezekiel 37:1-10. Ezekiel writes,
If bones can come to life again, be sure that herpes is just a small issue before God. It is so inconsequential My Siz. Just put all your trust in Him. If He can raise bones to life, make the blind to see, change body organs, and give us the power to breath every day, there is no illness He cannot heal. He knows what you are going through. There is a time i suffered from nerve pain for almost a whole year. Nerve pain is so callous my Dear.
I reached a point that I told the Lord to take me home because I could not stand the pain. Now it is about 2 years without any iota of nerve pain. I am as fit as a fiddle. In His own ways, the Lord took away the pain and put a smile on my face again. His Name is Jehovah Rapha. Never at any point lose hope in Him. He is our destiny changer. He loves pulling surprises to His children. He can surprise you at any moment in time. Just put all, and i mean all your hope and trust in Him.
I am praying for you Siz; don’t worry my dear and just forgive the man. Whenever possible just speak about what happened, like you did in this website so that sooner when the Lord heals you and the little Angel; you will be able to testify what the Lord has done.
Remember there is nothing that can separate us from the love of God, not even disease. Remember the parable of Lazarus and the rich man in Luke 16:19-31? Lazarus lived a painful life with sores all over his body; the enemy had inflicted Lazarus with these sores because he believes that when people are sick, they will likely reject God. we can see that in the Book of Job 2:4 where Satan tells God
This is what Satan believes. He believes by giving you herpes you will reject God, and finally perish. So don’t fall into this trap. tell him Satan, ‘nothing will separate me from the love I have for Jesus; nothing in Heaven, on earth and under the earth’ nothing.
Continue also praying, making prayer your lifestyle. That’s the only way to overcome these attacks. Remember Psalm 23:4 says,
Isaiah 41:10:
Jeremiah 30:17:
Psalms 34:17-22:
Psalm 147:3:
Good morning Ms faithful,
I have read your testimony and feel very sorry for the torment the enemy has put you through. I want to tell you that you have over played you whole situation and it seems so greatly overwhelming to you. There are millions of people going through what you are but I believe the enemy has convinced you that you are in a hopeless situation and you cannot be further from the truth. I belive that if you would stop condemning yourself Romans 8:1-2, the symptoms on you Don would subside and he may never have to experience them again. If you would be open to it reach me on my WhatsApp +260973909979. You will marry and have children, what you need now is inner peace and you will not receive it when you are weighing yourself down with guilt and condemnation. I believe the Lord will heal you but I believe the Lord also wants you to know the truth and get rid of the lies and deceptive mindset the enemy had put on you to torment you. First believe that you are not guilty of anything because of the Blood of Jesus and secondly refuse to believe the lies of the enemy, live in hope and the Lord will come through for you at His own appointed time.
Stay blessed
Isabel
Hi Isabel , I’m Naz, I’m going through the same thing and I see that you put a number up for her to call ,I’m also trying to add you but I can’t figure out the number. can you please let me have your number poor prayer.
I’d want to start by asking if you’re still furious at your baby father. If that’s the case, that’s the most significant impediment to healing. You must free him from the spirit of unforgiveness and anger. Allow God to lead you in the correct direction. I have HSV 2, and the pain and symptoms go away after I let go of my rage and resentment for the person who infected me. After doing so, I feel at ease and have learned to speak to my mountain and cast it out. I don’t bargain with God and I don’t pray and cry anymore, it’s depressing. Instead, I prayed and thank God that he was wounded for my transgressions and sickness and diseases have no right to my body. I curse the disease just as Jesus curses the fig tree.
I learned that God is right here with me and he never leaves. I learned that my body listens more to my voice than it does to someone else’s voice. If you speak to your mountain and believe in your heart that it’s already done that will be great for you. I speak life over my body daily after I curse Herpes from my body instead of crying to God like he’s not here I follow what he teaches me to do in the bible and I feel peace over me daily. I left all my burden at his feet and speak life over my body every single day.
My daughter was having a scalp issue for months and I did not know what to do, her scalp was turning white and literally peeling off and it was not a fungus. I turn to God and I heard the spirit says to me leave it at the cross don’t worry she will be healed. I prayed with my palms on her head and curse whatever is causing it and command her scalp to be healed and command her immune system to work in perfection as God created it to function and have her speak live over herself daily and to my surprise, her scalp has healed.
She had a lump in-ear earlobe since last year and I was trying to see if I could get out whatever was in it but I could not find any trace of breakage that could lead to squeezing it out, so she reminds me about it last month and the holy spirit reminds me to cast it out speak to the lump like a person and curse it. one week after I saw that a hole was there with a white covering when I wipe it I was surprised to see that a hole was actually made right there, and her ears are not pierced. When I saw the hole, I start to squeeze and there were a lot of impurities, her earlobe is now feeling normal and there is no lump.
I remember having a lump in my breast too and every day I would cast it out and command it to be healed and it went away. So this helps me to grow my faith and I stop crying to God because it feels as if he did not hear when he knows before we even speak. I learned that doing what he told us to do is what we must do because our body is the temple of the holy ghost and God lives in us. He’s never far from us. Please speak to your mountain, dry your tears and stop stressing yourself out.
Build a relationship with God and speak to him like you are looking at him, release hatred from your heart and forgive all who have hurt you and left them unto God. Never get mad at God, he did nothing wrong, satan is the one who causes us pain not our father in heaven. God will never punish us with sickness, satan comes to rob, steal and destroy and this is why he loved it when we are depressed. God bless you!
I know how you feel. I had fought a bladder issue most of my life. I would have to use the bathroom an ungodly amount of times each day and all throughout the night. I would get UTIs frequently too and have so much pain and medicines and doctor bills. I even had to go to the ER over a kidney infection that was from a UTI and then received a huge bill 🙁 I too prayed and had faith and repented of any sins that may have caused me to have this burden. I even prayed that if it was a generational curse that God would break it off me. Well one night, I was at a very low point, bladder issues flared up, and I had been fighting with my husband.
I knew my friend went to a particular evening church service that same night, so I called her to see if she was going and the details. She was, so I met her there. On my drive to the church, I cried that God would please meet me there…I was so broken and defeated and needed Him.
Well, I made it to the service and listened to the teaching. Towards the end the pastor had an altar call, and several members went up and just stood there, praying and worshiping. I decided to go up there. I started praying in my prayer language with my eyes closed. A girl stood next to me and she placed her hand on my shoulder and she began to also pray in her prayer language. About 20 minutes in, I literally felt something shift in my bladder area. Then right after that feeling, the girl praying near me tells me,
I bawled my eyes out! It was literally a miracle and the most amazing night of my life. I was speechless and beside myself. Jesus, Himself, healed me. He will heal you also, He just has His own time in mind. I suffered for about 20+ years with this. He wants us to remain steadfast in our faith, hunger, passion, zeal, and relationship with Him. He will heal you, in His time.
Do not despair dear one. I and many others have been healed of this infirmity by God. In my case, I went to the altar, and was anointed with oil, many strong believers laid hands on me and prayed with me in the name of Jesus that I would be delivered from this pestilence. I promised to return the praise to Jesus and I have and am now. He healed me.
At first, I hoped I was healed and then I believed I was healed and finally I KNEW! I Knew Jesus had healed me! Just as He had healed the lepers, He has healed me! Don’t fear! Believe that when the time has fully come, Jesus will heal you and your son. I am praying now in the name of Jesus Christ that you may both be fully healed.
Hi Annie, I’m Naz, I and my daughter have been living with herps for 10 years now, and I am a shame to talk to anyone about it, not even my family knows anything about it.
am a shame if tell them they will scorn us and I’m also worried that my daughter might infect my nephew. when I think about that all I do is weep in tears. I remember when I just got diagnosed, I started to read the Bible and was looking for the word incurable disease, and the lord led me to a church one day and the pastor preached about Naaman, who was a leper in second kings 5 and I kept reading that scripture.
Honestly, I really don’t know what I’m doing on here, but I can’t tell anyone, though sometimes I feel like just burst it out on the road on the bus or anywhere, but I know it won’t help, i would just be embarrassed and scorned. I have been taking a lot of natural supplements to suppress it but I’m so tired of taking them now because it’s too much to swallow every day.
I research I pray I fast I cry I have done everything that I think I can. I buy a lot of natural supplements. I’m so tired.
Keeping looking unto the Lord Jesus and I believe He shall surely perfect your healing and that of your child. He is Jehovah Rapha, the Lord our healer.
Hey sis I’m replying to you bc it seems as tho we are both in the same boat. This is the first time I ever heard someone share the same situation as mine. I truly believe God will heal us this YEAR. I kept hearing Restoration. Read Joel 2:25 . I’ve decided to just TRUST in the LORD. I have my days some good some bad. Keep pressing sis. Please keep in touch
OMG,! my dear sister I feel your pain, because I’m going through the same thing, I cried when I was reading what you shared on here because I thought it was only me and my child going through this the only thing is that my daughter haven’t started to ask questions yet, but I know she will, or she will look it up on Google….I’m suffering 10 years now with this me and my daughter. But I am believing by faith that one day he’s going come through for us and you too. I will pray for you as I pray for myself.
I also had suicidal thoughts too but I I prayed and God, saved me.my daughter doesn’t get outbreak so must now like before, sometimes I thinking she’s healed, because I pray so hard and cry. I am also asking for prayers for myself and daughter too for supernatural miracle.
it’s not easy, I ask God not to allow my sin to be upon my daughter, she is innocent I gave it to her when I didn’t know that I have it she was about 3 years old God please I beg heal your daughter and her son in Jesus mighty name.
Thank God for your salvation. Salvation is the major healing and deliverance anyone can have, Thank God you have this greatest deliverance already, the passport to gain access into being victorious over the powers of hell.
The first day that Daniel began to pray, God has answered him but the Angel bringing the answered prayer to him was held by the prince of Persia for additional 20 days before the answered prayer got to him. Daniel was consistent in his prayer despite the delay and he got the answer.
The spiritual controls the physical. Every physical victory or defeat someone gets has first taken place in the spirit before the physical manifestation. Whenever we pray, the prayer will need to move from the environment we are praying as it overcomes the forces of hell in the environment. It then moves into the air, cloud and overcome the forces of hell there too. Then through the second heaven (the outer space) and overcoming the powers of hell there as well. Then lastly to the throne of God. The answered prayer will move from the throne of God following same path to us. The consistency of Daniel gave the ascending prayer and the descending answered prayer the needed power to reach him. Though his prayer has been answered spiritually the first day of his prayer but took additional 20 days for the prayer to be physically manifested in him. If he had cut off from the prayer, he would have missed the answered prayer.
The powers of hell will always want to contest with our prayer. We have to keep believing God in prayer to the end. Whenever you have prayed and you have a strong faith that you have got the result, keep believing God that you have got the victory even when the physical manifestation has not come and before you know it you will experience the physical manifestation around you.
You must have an expectation which will birth hope in you. Then the hope birth faith in you which then birth the works of faith in you. Keep your hope of divine healing alive and also your faith intact, then the needed healing shall be physically manifested before you know it.
Our Lord Jesus has declared an end of herpes on the cross. He said it is finished. He has paid all the price needed for our healing on the cross.
Shall we pray:
May Jesus arise and rebuke that storm of herpes or whatever kind of disease tormenting you and your child and grant you and your child perfect healing spirit, soul and body in Jesus name we have prayed.
Thank you so much.
I received every word you prayed.
May our Lord Jesus grant you all your requests which you have asked in His name. Waiting to hear your testimony soonest.
Shalom
Thanksgiving is an important aspect of prayer. A thanksgiving can either be through song or prayer. Praise is a prayer made through song. You cannot thank God amiss. Let your prayer at all times be full of thanksgiving and by this, your prayers shall always produce sweet smell before God.
Yoruba has a proverb that: “Whoever that gives thanks for the good thing he/she receives today, shall receive another one other time”. If we are grateful to God for what He has done for us, we shall receive more of His grace into our lives.
Considering the Rich fool of Luke 12:13-21, after God had made him to have bountiful harvest, instead of him to thank God for the bountiful harvest, he was boastful, thinking he was able to achieve all the success by himself. He even claimed the breath of life to himself, as he said:
But the owner of the soul took it away that night.
God never shares His glory with any man. In Acts 12:20-23, king Herod was struck dead by the Angel of the Lord because he refused to give glory (thank) to the Lord but claimed the glory to himself.
Also, similar thing happened to Nebuchadnezzar in Daniel 4:28-37 when he refused to give thanks to God. He took the glory that belong to God upon himself and was sent into the forest where he lived with the beasts of the field and ate grass as oxen till he was able to give thanks unto God and he was restored to human and then restored back to his throne.
Thanksgiving is very important to us as the children of God. The reasons our prayers should be full of thanksgiving are:
Therefore, go into that spiritual warfare with thanksgiving and you shall experience the divine presence of God upon you to cause that Red sea to flee, that River Jordan to be driven back, that mountains to skip like rams and that little hills to skip like lambs (Psalms 114:1-8). Keep thanking God even in that situation that seems not fine and before you know it, the mountain will be uprooted.
Shalom
To the owner of this post, may you comment how you are doing now? How are things? I have a VERY similar story with this infinity. The post and comments have left me in tears. If you ever want to speak about it. I am the same. A beautiful young woman struggling to over this. I retest this week. It gets better. God bless you..
God has promised us His healing. May the words of God come to fulfilment in your life and perfect your healing to His glory, in Jesus’ name we have prayed.
msfaithful, how are you doing now?