I have read many testimonies that surely exhibit God’s love. I pray that one day I will be able to testify the same. But, Im so lonely. I have no friends, and do not fit in with my own family.
Socially, I don’t fit in anywhere, and it is so bad that I believe I am cursed. I am constantly bullied, and verbally abused. I hold my tongue, but pray about it instead.
I have prayed about this pain for 20 years, and God will not answer my prayers, or heal my loneliness. I am so depressed, it is so hard to pray and have faith anymore. I want to give up, but after reading the testimonies of others, maybe God hasn’t forgot about me after all. God bless you!