What I’m about to tell you happened very real and was very scary they could have made a movie on me. Non of this is made up, towards the end I will tell you how you can defeat these demons if you suffer from attacks or episodes as I called them so let us begin! 10-25-10 jr.
You, can call me jr, a bit of background first! phx,az
I am 30 years now, starting at the age of mmmm around 12 I had gotten involved with gangs and my family was involved with the cartel/mafia etc. on a jr scale level. I have attempted cold blood murder, never got caught. I had a background of what you wouldn’t want your son or daughter to be my friend. I have done evil things according to my mind, I had plotted my parent’s death somewhat like Amityville so to speak, I used to be beat by my parents as a kid to the point of bruises of the extreme. Most of which I deserved due to my way of life. I know I did harm and I have harmed many out there as well. I grew up in catholic family went to church just for holidays and then stopped when I was a kid mm maybe around 10 or so. –quick bio ok so no you know a tad about who!!! I was key word who! I was. My fruit is not so this day.
So we take place in 1998, I was 18yrs old hustling/got out of gangbanging and went into thugging! Which in a essence is I became my own boss. Anyhow I had over dosed one day on crystal meth about 11-12 grams of it for my 2nd time doing it. Technically I should have been dead in that bedroom that night to sum it up my body was shutting off I was dying! My hands crimped inward no function losing my breath and heart rapidly beating I was dying! On my last breath I know it was! I said God if you there help pls I will stop smoking weed! Ha, crazy proposition ain’t it but it was real.i told him if you real help me in Jesus name. now as a catholic I never was taught to end a prayer in Jesus name (interesting). And here I am today did I change yeah for a short time I did but I did me again. I should have been dead from shoot outs etc bad deals you know that thug life.
So shortly after this it began. I went to a church and a Christian pastor told me satan is coming for you, get prepared, for the fact I should have been dead but you live. Now as a kid I sometimes would get up to go to the bathroom late at night and I would hear footsteps in the hall. Look and nothing there parents snoring sis sleeping on numerous times as child growing up. So here we already see that something was in my house already prior to a preacher tell me to be aware. Soon after that it truly begins. What I now call episodes they start as, my understanding as manifestations of spirits. This was a tad more of a spirit anything unseen is a spirit anyhow. I went to my room turned the lights off and flipped to one side then to my back facing up and blow, a force came on top of me paralyzed my body I couldn’t move talk and it closed my eyes! Then I heard a growl about 2-5 inches away from my face just loud enough for me to know it was there. I was awake not asleep not on drugged up or drinking I was chilling this day so in my mind like 2×2=4 I said I know who you are I rebuke you in Jesus name/ this is what the preacher told me when dealing with satan and his angels. When it disappeared I looked around the room and was like ok did this just happen I wasn’t scared but this was just the beginning.
Lets jump now since nothing unusual happened to for some time. I would wake up next day with the crucifix thrown to the floor rosary etc u know the classical exorcist start blah blah. Nothing bugged me out that bad. But my lifestyle consisted of fornication, lies, deceit, envy, anger, hate, u know the ungodly things of not what to do!
Put it this way, a gateway for any demon to come and have a party with me–I was depressed, gaining the world and loosing my soul, had beautiful woman money and was young. Lets forward to the year of 2004 this is the year it went down hill and the worst of the worst began for me.
I also felt like something was watching me. Pretty much some of my cousins have had “so called ghost stories” popping up in front of them. I had moved in with my folks to there new house a bit in a different part of the valley about 50miles away in phx to far east mesa. To get out of the area I was in looking for change, I would wake up with my body flipped reversed belly to bed faced down with pillows on time of my head with pressure to them, man this happened a bit of times I again was paralyzed and couldn’t move I knew something was trying to kill me. I almost died on one episode I was being suffocated like a murder was taking place. Then it would disappear and I would be able to move. Another occasion I woke up to feeling in my room darkness so thick you can feel it, now my folks were awake around 530am my moms getting ready for work kitchen light was on my door was shut getting coffee like the normally do. I felt this darkness come in my room my eyes open then I couldn’t move again! Couldn’t talk tried to speak I couldn’t then it happened I was being wrestled on my bed something was grabbing me and I couldn’t move tossing me left in right but keeping me in place. I was fully awake I was started screaming loud and yet my folk’s couldn’t hear me at all this demon had power to cancel my noise I was making so it could torment me. I am 6’2 about 260 roughly built and chunky same time lol, yep I was stocky but had some fat I used to body build and was swole for a while stopped working out you know that muscle fat type yep. So I was a big dude look, you can’t hit what you cant see or kill what is no visible. After that happened I ran out of that room and started yelling at my folks like why didn’t you come to my room I was screaming I had another episode and yelling at them they said they heard nothing. Now I was 24 at that time they knew already about my past stories I would tell them I stopped telling them because they didn’t believe me anyhow thought I was loosing my mind. During the next 3-4 years I went through the scariest times but same time I starting dealing with it but still scared when they happened. I have many of them but im only telling you the ones that were like level 12+ to me in my books versus level 1-6 type ya dig! Good.. so now another time I was fornicating with this girl I was dating and we went to sleep at her parents house I was still awake and she fell asleep. I was laying on my left side and right side up to the air! Ok got the visual right, good. So I heard fighting going on thinking ight so her parent don’t like me anyhow her pops was racist. She was white and I was Latino. I didn’t open my eyes I was like I don’t like you either type of thing I just want your daughter not them out of no where I heard in that ear loud very loud I mean loud “GET OUT” YO, I got up so quick like a sound of a gunshot out of no where catching you off guard. I look around and nobody was awake I woke Karen up and told her I’m outa here your house is haunted I don’t need this junk no more I’m tired of being haunted everywhere I go. Ex-gangbanger thug/ nothing could scare me, but this did. I never went back to her house again we got married and a few months later and she would tell me she would hear noises at night in our apt. I was like you trippin. Then one night I heard it for myself I heard the door in our room open and shut so gently. Like it was playing with us. I went right back to sleep I was like you don’t bother me take in mind it’s been a while now since I had a full blown manifestation moving my body against my will just little ghostly things so to speak but they were all connected anyhow.
We split up shortly after that I went to move back to my folks place to get my mind right. Sure enough things started happening again no matter were I was they just started to intensify. Again I was laying down in day light chilling and I seen this thing look at me through the crack of the door slightly open stupid me I said “come in I want to see you” it did it appeared through the crack I kid you not like a hood was on him white and it’s eye were cut and looked dead underneath then it came in my room, nobody was home but me of course! Why not right! keep me insane I guess. It was about mm 5 foot 5 fat, looked like a butcher but beyond wicked and very dead looking and as he walked in my room shifted to look like a heat wave red-orange time stood still so it seems I again couldn’t move or talk etc, it sat on my bed and looked right at me I was so scared I tried saying Jesus name but it would let me !!!!! mmm (very interesting). I wasn’t even a believer like I am today. I heard of Jesus called on Jesus but never knew him as my savior and Lord of my life !! big difference! Ill explain later. I was staying up late at night blazing my head off with weed, drinking and always found something to keep me busy everyone thought I was crazy except those who shared similar to my story for some reason mine were the craziest out of all of there’s full blown manifestation against my own body like a movie to me. man another episode next year I was dating this other female fornicating again! Mm.
And was staying at her place and working having a great job for labcorp in phx Arizona.
I remember telling her I used to have things happen to me etc she shared a story to me one time also about a dark figure shoot I wish it was just a dark figured in stead I got exorcist style for years man. I literally felt condemned by God cursed for some reason. She was asleep this was in 05-06′ year. She was on the left of me in her town home in Scottsdale az. I was facing up she was passed out. Of course why not right! I was awake I heard a very disturbing voice that haunted me after this episode this was one of my craziest one right here. Coming up the stairs I heard the most evilest giggle in my life that scared the heck out of me I knew it was coming up the stairs within a few seconds take in mind it was on the bottom coming up, my name was called “ROBERRRRRRRRRRRTTTT” AHH man I knew in a split second this was it I am going to die and go to hell for all the evil things I did. Blam it grabbed me and wrestling me on that bad. Sheeeeeeeeeee was sound asleep. This ranking demon made sure she was asleep and couldn’t feel nothing. 2 different voices may I add to this I heard. Man I felt like crying but so afraid I couldn’t I couldn’t scream or nothing. Again wasn’t able to move only by the power of the demon that allowed me to by its aggression to me. After it was done about 40 sec or so I woke her up and asked her calmly did you feel anything she said “no why?” I was like I just had a attack I almost died she thought I was crazy man I left that place got my stuff and drove to my folks spot crying asking God why why why! Why me I was loosing my mind. Soon I would see visions of me killing myself at workout through my own eyes and told my manager I need help. Explained but they didn’t believe. I would go to parties and stay late as I could so I wouldn’t have to go home but they followed me they! More than one that were assigned to me. I had passed this mental hospital on my way home one day on the brink of pure insanity. And I asked can I register myself in I so I did. I spoke to the shrink there they didn’t believe me of course science…ha! but I knew !! oh I did! On day in that hospital I taking a shower in this psych ward nice may I add to but still Erie! My roommate was asleep I was awake hoping not to sleep they put me on every pill seroquel ambien etc. I refused I felt like they just opened the gate more so. That night I felt a mist enter my room and yes another episode again took place fierce yes not as fierce as the last episode. I told no body the next day. I played ok and got out 2weeks later.
I had moved to sa, texas in 09 feb. I was involved in a business that I will leave out no it wasn’t drugs all though I didn’t stop smoke weed or drinking another business. I again didn’t want to be alone like many years already. I remember march 16, 2009 I was getting ready to do this business and I felt so afraid not anxiety I don’t believe in that just a form of demonic attack is all. Different demons with different tasks is all oh yeah hell has a structure and order also. I had called a pastor I met a few years back during the time when I was with Karen because I was in search of hope in church but didn’t find it.
The pastor answered the phone I started crying to him telling him I know my time is short I know I’m fitting to die soon they are coming for me. He said Robert, this is what the Lord is telling me to tell you” get out of what your doing leave pack your bags and trust him” I don’t him you want me to leave what I have accomplished in this life literally right now he said” Thus saith the Lord this is your last chance leave” so I did I was living with my manager in sa, tx I then was dropped of at John Hagee church in sa, tx thinking I could use my background to get at him since he has delt with the demonic and could guide me. Well I was told to leave he wont be back another week.
I was kicked of the premises. My manager gave me a bible before he dropped me off and was determined to stay and wait I had to wait outside of the church area so I walked like 3 blocks and was night time now and said God if you are real I did what you asked I left it ok, now do something 2nite because if you don’t I will go rob somebody go back to my manager and call it a day and just say I was tripping out my fault lets get back to it.
Sure enough about 1 hour later I seen this cat at this elderly home nurse/male, I yelled at him hey “you got a cigarette” he gave me one I started crying to him I said I’m in search of. He said you cant stay here but ill give you one night only 2morrow you have to go. I said ok. I opened up the bible and starting reading so tired of this torment I closed the bible and started shaking it was cold out side I had 2 bags 1 militant bag with close another with my other stuff. I was tearing up. I did not know what to do no more I gave up on me.
He came back and said get your stuff was like 10pm or so march 16,2009 and he said I’m taking you to a ministry called Victory Gospel Chapel in sa. I was dropped off and folk outside this cat came up to me and said hi, and then said “are you ready to accept Jesus Christ as you Lord and Savior” not knowing what that meant I said yes, I knew I was done with my life already I needed change these demons know my name! I had a chance to speak with my Bishop Donny banks I told him I’m not normal. See they have a Spiritual Growth center/free, there behind the community church for anyone who is tired of being tired to come in and they will take care of you and cloth you feed you and guide you to the Lord of Glory The Christ. Rich poor don’t matter your welcome all about the Gospel there, death burial and resurrection of our Lord and savior Jesus the Christ. Which I knew not of in the past. My Bishop told me don’t worry son sit down you need Jesus, we have had folk risen right in front of our eyes 4 feet off the ground with witnesses folk fully possessed of demons and casting them out and now there evangelist, pastors leader in the Kingdom of heaven. God sent you to the right place. LUKE 10:18-19 “BEHOLD I GIVE YOU POWER TO TREND ON SERPANTS AND SCORPIONS AND POWER OVER ALL THE ENEMIES POWER AND NOTHING BY ANY MEANS SHALL HURT YOU.” ROMANS 10:13 “FOR WHOSOVER SHALL CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED.”
Since my conversion I have had a few other demonic attacks my understanding they wanted to test me oh so now you say Glory to God, hallelujah praise The Lord. When they happened I rebuked them by the power that has been given to me by the blood of Christ the Holy Spirit and they left in a heart beat afraid of the name of Jesus, there is something about that name of Jesus! I’ve been set free and made whole and walking a holy ghost filled life no longer oppressed by demonic forces of the unseen now I am more than a conquer in Christ Jesus. Demons are were once brothers to us as humans warring for us for the Glory of God, but Lucifer, satan that old serpent.
Satan Thrown Out of Heaven
7 And war broke out in heaven: Michael and his angels fought with the dragon; and the dragon and his angels fought, 8 but they did not prevail, nor was a place found for them[a] in heaven any longer. 9 So the great dragon was cast out, that serpent of old, called the Devil and Satan, who deceives the whole world; he was cast to the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.
10 Then I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, “Now salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of His Christ have come, for the accuser of our brethren, who accused them before our God day and night, has been cast down. 11 And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death. 12 Therefore rejoice, O heavens, and you who dwell in them! Woe to the inhabitants of the earth and the sea! For the devil has come down to you, having great wrath, because he knows that he has a short time.
If you have experienced what I had and then some I urge you to examines yourself the Holy bible the Word of God states
The Armor of God
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints
Last but not least repent of all your sins turn away from them choose this day of whom you will serve. This is no joke there is a hell and a heaven I want to go to heaven!
If you would like to have power over these fallen angels which hate your guts want you to burn in hell with them for the fact you were made for a purpose, Gods creation.
Say this prayer, seek a non denominational church/The word of God is preached not man’s op, filled with the Holy Ghost that doesn’t play with sin. Today I stomp on satans head he has no power over me demons flee now when I enter a room I rejoice my name is written in the book of life. For the King of Glory.. Jesus loves you very much. We were made to prosper to have dominion over the enemy satan is a liar all his demons are chumps I have power of them for I walk with the Lord of Glory Jesus has redeemed me from my sins! Thank you Jesus. I have joy in my sole unexplained I know who I am and whose I am. I am a child of the most High of royal priest hood his name is the Christ, King of kings. Lord of lords. My daddy God!
Repeat after me
Say father, in the name of Jesus Christ, forgive me of all my sins, the ones I know and the ones I don’t know, I ask you to come into my life, to change my life come into my heart to change my heart. Lord Jesus I invite you in to be my daddy GOD RULER of my life and soul, have your way in me Lord. I accept you as my Lord and personal savior. Show up in my life as you have done with the man who testified above. Lord whatever you do don’t let me or my family miss the Kingdom of heaven in Jesus majestic Mighty name amen! And amen!
If you have just said that prayer and truly believe in your heart and sole, turn away from your sins, the devil can’t take a strong mans house but a house that’s un guarded he will take.
Depression, anxiety, murder, lust, fornication, drunkenness, sexual immorality is not welcome in the Kingdom of Heaven.
This is a spiritual warfare, and the weapons are not carnal but mighty in pulling down strongholds!!! Believe me this was not fake nor some chump ghost story, ghost are demons in disguise we call them as they are. The war is on for your soul!
Email me if you want Jesus loves you oh so much. But if we choose!!!!!! To continue in sin wages is death, and demons have liberty to play with you! The word of God is real! So real that it changed me! I was the worst of the worst if he can do it for me he can do it for you in Christ name!!!
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