Hello, I would like to ask for some prayers. I don’t want to get into all of my problems, but the main thing I need is a much bigger amount of faith, and boldness. I have a great amount of fear, even for just talking about faith around others. And even from doctrine differences, like preterism. And even in general, I may try to read as much as I can against the thing I am struggling with. But that amount of doubt still lingers, even if I know that thing is not true.
And even in general, I have a lot of problems socially, like even trying to talk with others, it just seems no one wants to be friends with me, or my awkwardness or not knowing what to talk about brings great harm to relationships. I try a lot to act otherwise, but by now it is quite clear that God is the one to bring the change.
I desire to have the same Holy Spirit baptism, infilling and change that the Apostles, and even the past revival leaders received. I have been in the “dark night of the soul,” “shadow of death,” “wilderness” experience, whatever you want to call it. I understand now that God uses it for those He wishes to use, but I want to be used greatly by Him, not have all these problems and being a coward.
Jesus says that when He clothes us with power, then we will be His witnesses. That is what I need, to be able to be a witness to Him. And I want to have much more intimacy, to be much more aware of what the Holy Spirit wants me to do.
I know that is a lot, and have not touched on all my problems, but any prayer would be appreciated. God bless.
This is for “Prayers”. Aw. Keep seeking and you will find. Knock and the door will be opened. Listen and to anointed men of God. Spurgeon, Tozer, Smith Wigglesworth. We all need the Holy Spirit. Too many are operating in flesh and falsehood. Those who are, hate those who seek the truth. Bless you. Xx
Good morning “prayers”. Jesus loves you and wants to deliver you. Rebuke the spirit of rejection operating in your life. Ask Jesus if what I said is true and ask Him to deliver you from that spirit.
God bless you!
I pretty much understand what you are saying the devil trying to put limitations on me in my life and trying to fill me with so much doubt. I will love to pray for you. I pray God will help you overcome anything that isn’t of God in your life. I speak blessings and prosperity over your life and pray God give you so much joy and peace and happiness in your life because your a Conquer and a Overcomer and you will overcome. Amen. Let me tell you if you or I keep letting satan have a place in our life will never overcome but we must let him know he have no place nor victory in our lives but God haves all the say so over your life and mines. I know it may seem hard to do but you can do it and overcome and also nothing impossible for God everything is possible in the eyesight of God. Pray God makes a way for you. And God loves you and I more than ever just reach out to him because cares for you. Please talk to him cry out to him and say a prayer and speak from your heart and tell him how you exactly how you feeling because God is our loving Father and friend just Confess and repent of all your sins and give it to God. I hope this help you out and encourage you.