My name is Kathy I am 38 years old. Between July and Oct of 2005, I overdosed three times. I had a life and death experience, heaven and hell. It was as if God had taken His hand off me and allowed me to experience full force the consequences of living seperate from Him. I was tortured over and over, beyond imagination, I could smell and taste hell. I knew it was hell, all along the thought continued to play in my head, You create your own hell.
It was dark and cold, but there was a dim light in the background which caused me to know I did not have to remain there forever. It was as if I had fallen in a pit, I was one step behind and could not get out. I tried to jump, I screamed I fought, but I could not get out. Just when I thought I would stop existing and it would end, it would all start over again.
It was like my life were on a video tape and it was destroyed, the tape was torn into millions of pieces with no way to repair it. And at one point it was as if my body was in an explosion and it went tinto a million trillion pieces, the more I scrambled to pick up the pieces and put them together the more they scattered.
I remember screaming as loud as I could, Help God, please can you fix this please, Help me!!! Then I saw the brightest, purest, whitest light, and I felt the most sweet, soft warm presence upon me as I heard a soft sweet, as a matter of fact voice say, “Of course I can I’m God” Oh how sweet and gentle the greatest love ever experienced, I love to talk about Him He is so beautiful.
Anyway, I would like to say that was it and it was all good from there but apparently I have a tremendous stuborness or perhaps God just wasnt done showin me stuff yet, not quite sure guess if I need to know, God will tell me. But I remember being takceled and handcuffed, put in an ambulance and being concious in and out.
I remember the harder I struggled the worse it got, the pain would intensify and the chains would become tighter. I could fell words, bad words they hurt, they burned, each and every one of them.
I recall, at one point it was as if the drs and nurses and police , everyone was playing a game, and really didn’t know what they were doing, like whatever they were doing, really made no sense at all, and God was just allowing them to think they were doing it, when He was really the one working on me and keeping me alive.
So many things happend to me, and the more I share the more it begins to make sense to me. I know Jesus Chirst is the reason I am alive, it was His life in me that kept me from being destroyed forever, and the scripture which says not even the gates of hell can prevail, no evil shall befall thee, and no weapon formed against thee shall prevail, they are very real to me!!
The word of God, the Bible is alive, and it is full of truth and life, it was written by men empowerd by the holy Spirit, adn it is awesome, so awesome. There is so much more to share that happend but I don’t want to make it too long, so I will end nowwith praise and worship adoration for our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and Father God.
Jesus Christ is the Son of God, He came in the flesh and He was crucified to pay for our sins. He took our place and He defeated sin and death, and then rose on the third day, He is alive. I died with Him and it is no longer I that live but Christ that lives in me.
He also said to wake His children up because He is coming back, going ahead saying, “prepare ye the way of the Lord” For He has annointed me to preach good news to the poor, to proclaim freedom for the captives, to heal the brokenhearted, to say be strong do not fear your God will come, He will come and save you.
Halelujah, Praise be to God forever and ever, He is worthy
This was kind of a nice find.. and odd, because in Google, I typed the phrase, “I need to know that God is real” and this was the first result.. and only 1 day old! Very odd..
I guess I sometimes have a small lapse of faith.. fact is, I get scared. I start thinking, “What if they’re really is nothing else?” It starts making me feel so down.. because I love life so much.. and those friends and family I have.. I just don’t ever want to lose them.
So I hope this is true. I pray you wouldn’t write these words just to write them, because more and more.. I just need to know that God is real. I need to know He is that bright beautiful all white presence that is love. I pray so hard that it’s true..
GOD IS REAL INDEED, He also Saved me from sins. He Gave me Holy Spirit. When Holy Spirit Came into me I was AMAZED Just like you.. I felt GODS PRESENCE in MY HEART.GOD is Spirit.. Lord Jesus is GOD incarnate..
YES JESUS CHANGED MY LIFE IN THIS WAY.. I was Addicted to Porn sites, sex.. Alcohol, smoking.. all kinds of sins… But when i realised that these sins made my LIFE like Hell. i was Experincing HELL in my Inside… I struggled a Lot.. Then i Was Reading Bible and Watched many Gospel Channells.. Suddenly Christ Came into My LIFe and Changed EVERYTHING. He took me from Darkness to Marvelous Light. Now iam Filled with Joy Unspeakable.. JESUS IS AMAZING. HE DIED FOR ME. ROSE AGAIN TO LIVE IN ME.
BLESSINGS!!!, i too have had similar experience, yes that voice ..ooh the feeling that is that voice, you didn`t see his eyes WOW!!wait till you see what is in that glory cloud..no words but yes he is very real, i have heard that voice just once while walking too many years after, just moments after being surrounded with that light and the feeling you know what i mean, i didn`t think anybody else noticed everything kind of slowed down into no time, i was suspended in it one other person saw the light but didn`t hear the words,they told me a little later, i hadn`t mentioned it to anyone, at the time i was so pleasantly surprised i felt so blessed that i didn`t do what he told me,and boy did i pay for that later with repentance, the same feeling you describe all the natural sound went down and he spoke over and through everything!!powerful beyond words but beautifully soft and loving, he is an awesome god, i don`t talk too much about it to others its bigger than thier comprehension of him, dont need to they will see.. its even bigger than mine, no words but lovely to share with another that knows, wish everyone knew this about him too, blessings
It humbles me to see how many people have come to the Lord. I love each and everyone of you and i know that youll all continue to grow in the Lord.
My Testimony is one that is hard to give but here it goes.
To start, my name is Brianna and i am a 15 year old girl in the 10th grade. About 3 years ago in the 7th grade, i began to see Spirits. I saw good spirits and angels but i also saw evil spirits and demons. I started to fear those demons. I started to feel them because i so foolishly thought that God would not protect me and keep me save and i sarted to doubt him. That was the biggest mistake i could of ever made. I doubted my father and even today i am ashamed of it. Now, let me Tell you that i finally realized the truth about 2 months ago. I had two years to stop denying my father and i didnt, so i had to deal with the consequence of my desicion. One night when i was sleeping i felt something float over my body and enter my body. It wasnt God. It was DEMON. I was in torture, i called to Jesus asking him to help, i told my mother and my sister and we tried to cast out the demon ourselves but it didnt work. I cried to the Lord(i cried to him even though i had been doubting him). Thats wheni figured it out; i can not deny him and then call to him only when i think i need him, i have to always know and believe that no matter what might be around me, God is always protecting me. I battled the demon for about 2 months(but i didnt do it alone, because i couldnt have won with out God) and then i told my mother to call Bishop Lawrence, i think God told me to go that night. I went their and i was delivered, i even started to speak in tongues and after Bishop Lawrence finished with me he moved on to the next person and the next per and about 12 people got deliverd that night. I never felt better in my entire life when God released the Demon from me. But i also learned that doubting God was not the only reason why i went through this test, the other reason was because of the sin i was constantly commiting; which was sexual immorality. After i was deliverd God continued to test me by allowing me to still feel the same Demon around me but i passed the test by never doubting hima nd by knowing that i would be okay. So today i stay clean in every way and i play every day, i walk with the belief that nothing can harm me, and i LOVE my FATHER more thani can tell you guys, but you all know what i mean. I just want to tell you all that when you face more problems dont ever, ever, ever doubt him, there will be a serious price to pay.
God is real and awesome!! He has done miracles, one of which I remember is when my brother was in 3rd grade he got his health checkup done in school like every year, but this time the test results were abnormal. He had a very high heart rate. The school principal called my parents and informed. We were all shattered when we heard this. We cried and prayed God to have mercy on us and heal my brother. We couldn’t see or imagine our little boy suffer. So we prayed to God for a miracle.
The next day we took him to hospital which was 4 hours away from my home because they were no good hospital for cardiology in and my place. So my mom took my brother and she prayed all the way to hospital. When the test results came it was all normal. They was no hole or abnormality in his heart rate. What is impossible for us is possible for our Almighty. Thanks a ton Jesus. For healing my Brother. We do believe in you hallelujah.