My name is Kathy I am 38 years old. Between July and Oct of 2005, I overdosed three times. I had a life and death experience, heaven and hell. It was as if God had taken His hand off me and allowed me to experience full force the consequences of living seperate from Him. I was tortured over and over, beyond imagination, I could smell and taste hell. I knew it was hell, all along the thought continued to play in my head, You create your own hell.
It was dark and cold, but there was a dim light in the background which caused me to know I did not have to remain there forever. It was as if I had fallen in a pit, I was one step behind and could not get out. I tried to jump, I screamed I fought, but I could not get out. Just when I thought I would stop existing and it would end, it would all start over again.
It was like my life were on a video tape and it was destroyed, the tape was torn into millions of pieces with no way to repair it. And at one point it was as if my body was in an explosion and it went tinto a million trillion pieces, the more I scrambled to pick up the pieces and put them together the more they scattered.
I remember screaming as loud as I could, Help God, please can you fix this please, Help me!!! Then I saw the brightest, purest, whitest light, and I felt the most sweet, soft warm presence upon me as I heard a soft sweet, as a matter of fact voice say, “Of course I can I’m God” Oh how sweet and gentle the greatest love ever experienced, I love to talk about Him He is so beautiful.
Anyway, I would like to say that was it and it was all good from there but apparently I have a tremendous stuborness or perhaps God just wasnt done showin me stuff yet, not quite sure guess if I need to know, God will tell me. But I remember being takceled and handcuffed, put in an ambulance and being concious in and out.
I remember the harder I struggled the worse it got, the pain would intensify and the chains would become tighter. I could fell words, bad words they hurt, they burned, each and every one of them.
I recall, at one point it was as if the drs and nurses and police , everyone was playing a game, and really didn’t know what they were doing, like whatever they were doing, really made no sense at all, and God was just allowing them to think they were doing it, when He was really the one working on me and keeping me alive.
So many things happend to me, and the more I share the more it begins to make sense to me. I know Jesus Chirst is the reason I am alive, it was His life in me that kept me from being destroyed forever, and the scripture which says not even the gates of hell can prevail, no evil shall befall thee, and no weapon formed against thee shall prevail, they are very real to me!!
The word of God, the Bible is alive, and it is full of truth and life, it was written by men empowerd by the holy Spirit, adn it is awesome, so awesome. There is so much more to share that happend but I don’t want to make it too long, so I will end nowwith praise and worship adoration for our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and Father God.
Jesus Christ is the Son of God, He came in the flesh and He was crucified to pay for our sins. He took our place and He defeated sin and death, and then rose on the third day, He is alive. I died with Him and it is no longer I that live but Christ that lives in me.
He also said to wake His children up because He is coming back, going ahead saying, “prepare ye the way of the Lord” For He has annointed me to preach good news to the poor, to proclaim freedom for the captives, to heal the brokenhearted, to say be strong do not fear your God will come, He will come and save you.
Halelujah, Praise be to God forever and ever, He is worthy