Brethren in Christ, I am so happy to fellowship with other Christians and share my suffering with you all because it is hellish suffering alone, my goodness. I am just trying to say I am so grateful for you all. I was diagnosed with bipolar six years ago and got into all sorts of trouble which brings me down when I think about it. The Lord is restoring me bit by bit and put me in school again, but my grades suffered so much because I was just always so exhausted in class due to the medications, and I couldn’t reach pass.
So now I’m on academic probation and before this bipolar diagnosis, I was always top of my class. So my identity is suffering so much, and I feel like such a failure and a disgrace. To make things worse I have been fortunate to get three job interviews but have failed two. And the one I just did last week I’m still waiting for the results, but I know that I did not perform as was expected or needed and I am scared of failing it too. However, I am only still holding on to hope because I know that God can do all things. Nothing is too hard for him. I have been praying but I have little faith because I keep wondering if God will help me when I failed the previous two anyway after praying.
Please pray for me, this job would change my life and enable me to have a way to provide for myself and my family and not have to beg for money as I’ve been doing for the past months. The devil has been attacking me endlessly for the past ten years and I feel so tired of fighting most times. But I know deep down that God is good. Please pray for me for this job response I am waiting for. I am to hear back by four working days. Thank you so much beloved in Christ. I am eternally grateful. Adanne
You must not allow your faith to be shaken. No matter the trials, you must keep your hope strong. God has good plans for you.
May the Lord intervene in your matter and open doors of breakthrough for you. May the Lord calm every storms and grant you peace. May you fulfill the purpose of God for your life. May every shame and reproach of Egypt fully roll away. May the glory of God always radiate around you. May you return with testimony soonest in Jesus name.
All will end in praise sis. Be encouraged, be strong. The keeper of Israel who neither sleeps nor slumbers has you in His palms. He will show up for you. Jesus said He came for the sick and not the healthy. So He is on your case. Congratulations.
We are praying for you, Adanne. Let us know how things progress. Peace and love in Christ.