This whole year, 2007 & half of last year, my drug use had just escalated. I got to the point where I needed it everyday. I had become a different person; mainly because of coricidins. A box of over-the counter cough pills. It was a full time job.. I have stolen so much money because I was also smoking marijuana & coke. Everything revolved around this..You can only imagine< Im not going into detail. Well around March I had really hit rock bottom and everyone was worried . It was obvious. After I got expelled from school. I ran away, got raped, ran from the police, and ended up in Rehab in April from the 1st -12th. Well to make a long story short, I did good for awhile, met a guy at an AA meeting, Then started going down the same road again.
This is the interesting part.. Me & my boyfriend fell into the same trap & were barely hanging in there.. I took 13 ccc’s that day & he took 16. Well he grabbed his old “blood” bandana from his house. And we went to his old drug dealing friend’s house. His friends name was Cash & this other guys name was Conner. He rolled up a blunt & we went outside.
Once I had smoked some weed, everything, the trees, and people became really clear. Like better than 20/20. At first it was cool, then it became scary because his friends looked like demons & everything they were saying was evil. Then Cash comes out the door with a gun & I got this clear vision that I was about to die. I told them I think Im about to die, and they should put the gun away. Then everything was obvious they were demons trying to kill Me. I said Chris(my boyfiend) I gotta talk to U. He was like it’s alright. I looked at Him & he was like totally brainwashed>blind.. So I said Okay Lets get back to normal dont pass me that no more. cuz i was freakin out. & the whole time Cash & his friend were talkin to me.. I was thinkin No if they were humans they wouldnt be talking like that.. I was going crazy. But it was so Real… I dont remember exactly what happened or how I got the clip to the gun but I got it and walked outside where we parked saying I would give it back when were in the car.
Cash & Chris followed Me outside & just stood there. I said Chris get in the car. Cash was like give me the clip, and he tried to grab it. But I was holding on tight. I said let go. Let go. He wouldnt so I said let go in the name of Jesus, and he just froze. Then He turned around & told my boyfriend to get in the car before he beats his ass. & he did.
We got half-way down the road. & Chris couldnt drive. I said get out, Let me drive. So I drove. after not being able to drive for 3 months. & I wasnt even familiar with that part of town, But Jesus was guiding Me.
By the time we got home (didnt get lost at all.) As soon as I stepped out of the car my head was clear like I hadnt been doing drugs at all. Like I was completely renewed. I went in & my Mom said that usually she doesnt look in the paper but that day she happened to see the winning garden of the month or something. & it said 821 Brittany Lane.. & thats my name & my Birthday. I was reborn. I won.
hai there brittany, awesome dear, god reigns supreme, i was and am still under the darkness of satan, the only difference is now i realise the good and evil, cause god is holding tight to me, god has called you into his presence and the most important thing is god loves you no matter what you do or how big a sinner you are, god loves us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! praise and glory all to the master!!!!!!!!!!!!
You don’t need to be under the darkness of Satan when you have Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. We have authority in Jesus’ name over satan and his demons. God loves us, not our sin!! If we know we are doing wrong then we need to turn the other way and not do it.
God loves us and gives us a choice to follow him or the god of this world (satan). Hell was made for satan and the fallen angels. It’s our choice to spend eternity in heaven with God or hell. I pray God has delivered you from the drugs. You don’t need drugs when you have Jesus!! God Bless YOU!