My Update (Failing Calculus and Physics)

Dear All,

Happy new year to everybody. I am the girl who wrote about failing calculus and Physics. I would like to first thank you all for your support. I nearly ripped my bible ( check out my last story from last year) but I knew the devil was trying to destroy me. I took that bible and hugged it the rest of the night. I cant tell you the sweet feeling I felt that night. I thank you all for your encouragement and please keep doing the good to others and may the lord pour out endless blessings on you all.

I really felt like updating everyone on what I have been doing with my life and how Lord has worked in my life and transformed me into this wonderful woman of strength, peace, PEACE PEACE PEACE with A HEAVILY THANKFUL HEART.

The year that I was taking physics and calculus, those were my hardest courses but I passed calculus. I did fail physics though and my gpa went down. I cried for so many weeks and basically ask the Lord to come to my rescue. I needed peace from him, i need to feel his love and I knelt down everyday praying to the Lord. I also prayed to him to forgive me for trying to control my own life when I know that he can take care of it if I trust in him. Because I failed physics, I could not take Physical chemistry, the hardest course of all. I felt really bad that I couldn’t join my classmates. However, let me tell you how the Lord turned this failure into something great GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT. AMEN.

There is only one professor who teaches physical chemistry at my school and he is known for being hard and the course itself is hard as well. Because i failed physics, I had to wait for next year 2014 to take it before I graduate. so this year, I took other courses I needed except physical chemistry. I prayed really hard to the Lord that he give me a thankful heart. I just didn’t know how I failed physics despite putting so much effort into the course.

I actually remember one day just cleaning my dorm room and I told God that all i was telling him were my little issues and he should help me solve them. I remember telling him that he knows physical chemistry is hard and he should remove the professor teaching it so that I can have an easier teacher. I laughed right after that little talk with the Lord. I took it as a joke because I wasn’t even serious when I said it. I didn’t even kneel down like I always do but I made it look like a conversation with the Lord. this past semester, just when I was coming from the campus fellowship group, I asked one of the girls taking physical chemistry how the class was going. She said, oh” guess what? I said what? she said, you are so blessed. I said why do you say so and she said, “that professor who is teaching physical chemistry is leaving next year, he decided to take a break for a year so you will not have him at all”. You will have another professor who is so easy. I SAID, PRAISE TO GOD AND I DID A LITTLE DANCE.

I went home praising the Lord and right away I remembered that little conversation i had with the lord. I knelt down and thanked him. I said, Lord, I know I failed physics last year and couldn’t take physical chemistry this year but the way this has worked looks great. I thanked the lord and was so blessed to received the good news. Now, I did retake physics and I passed it and I will be taking physics II this spring for 2013 which is the last semester of my junior year. I am really excited for what is to come. If the lord helped me pass physics now, then what else cant he do? HALLELUJAH. THE LORD CAN DO ANYTHING. JUST BELIEVE, BE FAITHFUL, WAIT FOR HIM.

One lesson i learned about the lord is that GOD OUR ORD IS THE LORD OF PATIENCE, LOVE, GRACE, SALVATION AND A VERY FORGIVING FATHER. I ALSO LEARNED THAT PRAYER IS FAITH AND PATIENCE. YOU MUST HAVE PATIENCE TO WAIT ON THE LORD THROUGH THE STORM AND FAITH TO BELIEVE THAT THE LORD WILL DO HIS WILL ANDDELIVERWHAT HE THINKS IS THE BEST FOR YOU. I HAVE BEEN SURVIVING USING THESE LESSONS. IT IS HARD I TELL YOU BUT LETS LEARN TO KNEEL DOWN AND BE STRONG PRAYERWARRIORS. AMEN. WHATEVER YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, GOD MIGHT ME SILENT BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, HANG IN THERE, DO NOT GIVE UP, HE IS BUSY WORKING, THINKING AND HE WILL COME TO YOUR RESCUE. WHAT WE DONT REALISE IS THAT WHILE WE FACE THE STORM, GOD ACTUALLY GIVES US THE STRENGTH TO SURVIVE THRU IT TILL HE COMES TO OUR RESCUE. he just doesn’t abandon us not at all. he is always there.

I have gone through a lot in my life and I have been through it think and think and almost giving up on the lord but he SAID ” YOU ARE MINE”. remember that verse, THE BATTLE ISN’T YOURS, IT IS THE LORD’S. AMEN.

I WILL WRITE MORE ABOUT WHAT IM UP TO. I JUST DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO WRITE THE STORY WELL. BUT I HAVE A FEW VERSES TO ENCOURAGE THOSE WHO ARE HURTING.

ISIAH 43: VERSE 1 TO 7 , 18 TO 19.

ISIAH 54 verse 10 to 11 and Isaiah 55 verse 8 to 9 and 12 to 13. i hope that you find encouragement from these verses. they have helped me a lot.

I WILL TELL YOU MORE OF WHAT THE LORD HAS DONE FOR ME IN DETAIL AND WELL WRITTEN. I HOPE MY LITTLE STORY TOUCHES THE HEARTS OF MANY IN SMALL GOOD WAYS. GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO ENCOURAGED ME FROM THE COMMENTS YOU POSTED ON MY PAST POSTS. I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH. GOD BLESS YOU. XOXOXOXOXOXO

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  1. Mary 1/18/2013
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