What I am about to tell you seems extraordinary. I have kept my testimony a secret for 15 years due to overwhelming guilt and shame. A few months ago, Jesus delivered me from these feelings and I have finally felt free to tell people the reality of Satan. But most of all, I want my testimony to show people the overwhelming love of Christ!
Let no one be found among you who sacrifices their son or daughter in the fire, who practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. Deuteronomy 18:10-11
I remember the night I closed the shades in my room, knelt down on my knees, clasped my hands together and whispered my first prayer to Satan. I had just turned 15 years old and had already read cover to cover, The Satanic Bible. As an ambitious, type A, first born my personality always drove me to dive into my interests with strong enthusiasm.
My motto that I quoted people was that I never dabble, I am always serious. I never participate in anything halfway. This meant that my interest in Satanism would not be done half-heartedly but with my entire being. In the complete darkness of my room, I prayed to my dark lord to send me someone who was affiliated with a group that could teach me more. There were no cell phones or the internet to connect with other Satanists at that time. I relied solely on Satan’s ability to answer my prayer.
To escape the pain of the rejection of my workaholic father I routinely took a bus to a local mall to walk and peruse the stores. My favorite store was Spencer’s Gifts; an eccentric store that catered to the goth crowd. Many weeks after my dark prayer I stood in Spencer’s Gifts admiring the occult necklaces. Dragon’s wrapped around swords, skulls with red eyes and pentagrams were displayed against the wall. As I stood wondering which necklace I might purchase a boy of 17 years old walked up behind me. I was aware of his presence but ignored him thinking he was also scanning the necklace selection. I heard him clear his throat and then he said,
“Are you interested in Satanism?”
I turned around surprised at his question. I could tell he had directed the question at me.
He introduced himself and then told me if I was interested in learning more that he could take me to a group meeting. I told him I did not have a car and could not drive. He offered to pick me up at the mall, drive me to the meeting and back. We exchanged numbers, he told me the date and time and we parted ways. That day my prayer had been answered.
The first meeting was held at the priest’s house by the name of Mark. The men (called warlocks) went with Mark to shoot off his guns in the wooded area behind his house while many of the witches sat around a kitchen table practicing and discussing the nuances of tarot cards, led and taught by a co-priest named Jane. I was welcomed with open arms. This was a sly tactic that slowly introduced and acclimated me to the cult practices. I learned that I had walked into one of the biggest, most organized Satanic cults. My city was just one of many that had a chapter (called a Magic Circle) affiliated with it.
As time went on I was invited to more meetings until eventually I was initiated with a dark ceremony that included a blood covenant to Satan through drinking goat’s blood in a silver chalice. From then on, I was invited to most of the rituals and ceremonies. I learned how to do ritualistic curses and spells, became adept at tarot cards, summon and speak to demons and intimidate and manipulate the one group of people they hated the most, Christians. I had become a satanic witch and I was hooked on the power that Satan had given me.
From then on I served Satan faithfully. I was given power, control and anything I wanted. But it came with a price. Satan was slowly destroying my life before my eyes but without me realizing it. I smoked regularly and went on drinking binges with friends. My body was given away to men much older than me sometimes two at the same time.
Vile lust rituals did not faze me. I participated in destruction rituals that cursed people usually with them ending up hurt and sometimes killed. I had become so numb to the supernatural darkness that surrounded me that I had little reaction to anything out of the ordinary. A horrific murder on the news did not even make me blink. One less person in this world is how I thought.
My normal life at home was falling apart. Hatred consumed my heart for Christians and my family who were Christian were not exempt. My sister became afraid of me while my parent’s were called every vile name I could think of. I once told my mother, who was getting ready to fly, that I hoped her plane crashed. I saw the tears in her eyes well up but I had no reaction because I meant it. As my parent’s raided my room looking for occult items in hopes of helping me, I hired a warlock to throw a curse on them. I dreamt of the day when I graduated high school, could leave the house and worship Satan freely. Then I could truly be uninhibited and maybe one day become so powerful that I would lead my city’s group and move up the ranks.
Unbeknownst to me my parent’s had friends and most of the churches in my suburb praying for me. God does answer prayers and many times He had His hand on me when I never knew it. I was turning 17 and was gaining in satanic power. The only thing inhibiting me was my parent’s efforts to stop my involvement. I was trying new and different tactics to thwart their efforts but one of them ended up backfiring on me!
I was walking through my parent’s room when I noticed a black book sitting on a table. The title was, In the Name of Satan, written by Bob Larson. The title caught my attention as anything with the word Satan immediately caught my eye. I picked it up and read the back cover. My mouth dropped and I remember saying out loud, “Oh no!” The back cover discussed how to stop the devil’s plans and I just knew they had bought this book to find tactics on how to stop my cult involvement!
I opened the middle of the book and read a few pages. I remember thinking, this is a book full of lies and this Christian author is an idiot! Yet why else would my parent’s buy this book unless it was meant to give them ideas on ending my involvement in Satanism? So I decided I was going to be a step ahead of them. I would read this book from cover to cover, figure out the strategies and be prepared when they implemented them.
For the next several weeks when I had the chance I read the book. The more I read it the more I realized it had nothing to do with how to stop your child on being involved in a cult. Yet I continued to read it in hopes that I might find out a few strategies that my parent’s planned on using; just in case. One day while lying on my mother’s bed, reading the book, I began to cry. The tears increased and I wept and wept. There was nothing in the book that I was reading that I could point to the reason behind the tears yet I could not stop. I had not cried in years as it was considered a form of weakness to Satanists. Why cry when you can get revenge?
I tossed the book away from me, frightened that it had made me cry. I was not weak! I wiped my tears from my face and got up to look at my appearance in my mother’s mirror. I had to make sure I wiped away all the tears and not look splotchy and red when my parent’s came home. They could not know I had been crying. I stared at my reflection, wiped away my tears and then noticed my eyes. They were changing before me from my light blue to an icy, glowing blue shade.
I had seen many things in my time as a Satanist including the actual appearances of demons. Yet watching my eyes change colors and seeing the malevolent evil and viciousness of what inhabited me was so frightening that I screamed. I ran out of the room in fear. For the next several days I contemplated and cried over what had happened. I could not go to my priests for they could not know I had become weak. Plus I knew they would rationalize all that happened to me. Surely my parent’s would not help me as I had rejected them. I was alone.
One day I stood in my family’s kitchen fixing my supper. I stirred my meal and immediately my thoughts turned to what had occurred three days ago. I began to cry in despair. I had to figure out what to do. Something was wrong with me and I was so confused. As the tears rolled down my cheeks I heard a male, audible voice behind me speak and say,
“Tiffany, write to your mom.”
I turned around startled. No one was home. What was going on? Am I hearing voices now? I decided it had to be my imagination and I turned back around to continue preparing my supper. Then I heard it one more time. The audible voice repeated the first instruction,
“Tiffany, write to your mom.”
The voice seemed to be trying to woo me as if I was the most important person in the world at that moment. Jesus was behind me letting me know that no matter how much I hated Him, no matter how much I had done to confuse and intimidate lukewarm Christians and no matter how many times I had blasphemed His name; I was loved by Him.
In an instance, the last, repeated, instruction made total sense. I quit my supper preparations, ran to my room, got out pencil and paper and spilled my guts. I admitted everything to my mother. I sealed the letter in an envelope, nervously laid it on her pillow and waited till she arrived home from work. Would she reject me like I had her? I lay on my bed and cried over my confusion and despair.
I heard my mother arrive home and I waited anxiously. Eventually she walked into my room, sat on my bed and we discussed my letter. I had come to the realization that my spirit was dying. I was killing my spirit bit by bit. I served a master that cared for me no more than we care about the ant that walks on the sidewalk. I could not do this anymore yet the fear of what Satan would do if I betrayed him hung in my inner most thoughts. A blood covenant meant an automatic death curse should anyone betray and leave Satan. But my mother gave me confidence that Jesus would love and protect me. If I gave my life to Him then this darkness would be over. That night, January 11, 1997, I gave my life to my loving Master, Jesus Christ.
Jesus has taken me from darkness to light. Many times my loving Lord has helped me and blessed me. I graduated from college with a B.S. in Psychology and an MBA in Business. I have a beautiful home, a wonderful church and best of all, a loving Lord that cares for me deeply!
My testimony is not to glorify Satan and his works. It is to tell you that no matter what you have done you can be forgiven. Jesus loves you and desires more than anything for you to be with Him. There is nothing you have done that cannot be forgiven. The Bible says,
“But if we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins, and he will purge us from all our evil.”
He can purge you from any and all evil that you have committed. His only request is that you come as you are and confess to Him your sins. The day you do is the day you will find the peace and joy you have been seeking. The darkness will be over and His light will fill you!
For I will surely deliver thee, and thou shalt not fall by the sword, but thy life shall be for a prey unto thee: because thou hast put thy trust in me, saith the LORD Jeremiah 39:18
Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.Psalm 91:14
Praise to our Lord Protector JEHOVAH! in the name of JESUS! Hallelujah!
I am very much thankful to god for bringing you back under his unconditional love. While reading your testimony I couldnt control tears from my eyes!! How god picked you up when you fall?!!What a merciful god we are serving!!Every time I think of his love, my eyes shed tears.No man can love us as he does.May god use you more and more.You are a living witness for him.This is the wonderful testimony and by reading this so many will come to know about the passion and love of our ONE AND ONLY GOD. Our god will do all the WONDERS and MIRACLES.All we have to do is, TRUST him. The FAITH ON HIM will let us FREE. Let’s praise our comforter for you dear. God bless you!!!
Thank you sis for sharing with us your testimony. one thing i know for sure that if a person is no longer ashamed of their passed and can testify freely, then they are fully delivered.
the devil indeed came to kill, steal and destroy. how can you make a 15 year old gal get involved with men, drugs and all sorts of rubbish if your not a destroyer who does not care about any one.
thank you for sharing with us. an going to print out the testimony and give my sisters and fiends to read. am also going to use it to preach to the lost.
thank you and may God bless you and be with you. Amen
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. God has given you a ministry that is sorely needed in our society. So many people are involved in satanism and need to hear the voice of someone who was able to miraculously come out of it and to accept the love and promises of God & turn and go in the right direction. God bless you & your ministry. Be strong in The Lord.
Thank you to everyone for the wonderful comments! I’m so happy that my testimony has touched you and is touching others lives. If anything, I hope that others will read my testimony and be warned of dabbling in occult practices. My hope is to reach out to other Satanists who are afraid to leave. Many distrust Christians but will trust someone who’s been where they are. The love of Christ can reach even the darkest of hearts. That’s the message they need to hear!
This is the most beautiful thing i have ever heard!! We truly do serve a loving God. Absoulutely!
As much of this as I was able to read because of my circumstances you are a true inspiration to me! I knew when I met you in November there was a special spiritual bond that had been forged by our Creator. I am so thankful you were able to come out of this and have hopes for being delivered as well. Thank you for having the courage to share this with the world!
We all who are in Christ’s love here to support you. Thank you for your testimony. I had googled for a Catholic Testimony, I cannot see anything related to Catholicism here. But anyways its a good site. Keep it up
Sis in Christ jesus
Wonderful to have such a precious you in the kingdom of God .you are a blessing to many .Ephesians 5:8-13.this testimony shows that you are in really in christ not with christ .you have got your freedom in christ .for it is a shame even to speak of or mention the things that practice in secret .but when anything is exposed and reproved by the light,it is made visible and clear;and where everything is visible and clear there is light.may the lord bless you more and more .you are under the blood .church wake up this is the time for TRUE worshiper to arise.we should come out in the building where we hide with full of shame and counting the years that we have been with the lord.ready or not Jesus is coming .time to do the will of the father .thank you so much sis .powerful testimony.remain in HIM.amen more love. from Selma in namibia
Thankyou for your testimony. Praise be to God, he can reach anyone, anywhere! I was also a satanist. 5 yrs ago i accepted Christ as my savior. I believe educating others on this topic. Your tesgimony is powerful and will lead many to Christ. May the Lord bless you!
Wonderful testimony. Keep pursuing Him!
Reading your testimony made me realise how wonderful God is. The reason for me to find your testimony i wanted answers for my younger sister’s death. She hanged herself on the 25 of April and when my mum check her body there were some small holes in her body. I checked her book and i found two books with satanist inside. I cried as we never notice that she was now a satanist. We knew her as a child of God as we were christians.
I was once a music artist and I gave my life over to satan for my music career. God pulled me out of that but often times the thought comes into my mind, “Look at how good satan made you, look at how much he can do for you.” The feeling I had when living for him was THE WORST I’d ever had in my life! Maybe he can give the world but at a cost of destruction! Needless to say when those thoughts come back, I know that I love JESUS and there is nothing this world can give me that I want more. I pray we all stay strong.
Thank you for posting this it has really helped me!
A really good testimony. With so many other problems in the world I never gave it any though that there may be satanists out there. Jesus saved you and for that we can thank God. Your parents must be so pleased. They are blessed. I am going to start regularaly praying for those who are trapped by Satan. God bless you xx
What is the point of gaining the whole world only to lose your life?
PLEASE TRY TO CONTACT ME AS I KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS TRYING TO GET OUT BUT IS SO AFRAID TO LEAVE BUT IS AFRAID HE WILL DIE
first of all be sure to cover yourself and your family and household with the blood of Jesus daily and whenever you are in contact with this friend.
Ruth, be aware that involving yourself with such, requires you first to be completely saved and in the Lord, such that Satan sees the blood and runs from you. It is more advisable to involve elders in the church who are strong in the Lord for such a problem. You have to confront your friend with the Gospel that there is Power in the name of Jesus to save him and that alone.
Pray the sinners prayer with boldness with your friend if he is willing. If he is not KEEP AWAY in every sense from this person.
Tell him to throw and burn every item in his life connected with all this.
Tell him there is power in the Name of Jesus….He came to deliver nd set the captives free….
whoevr wants to get out….has to renounce all forms tht they r inv in, repent of this wickedness, confess Jesus as the ONLY way, only one true God
close all doors to occult…burn it up, throw it away,
Even if you decide not to do anything , you can always PRAY the Word over your friend with faith and good cheer . Select verses and promises : eg;For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Saviour;Who will have all men to be saved, and to come unto the knowledge of the truth.”1 Timothy 2:3,4 Father God I pray you who desire my friend —- to come to salvation that you open the truth unto him, that he may be freed from the works of the evil one” Please see this site for an example of powerful prayer in the word: http://worldwidechristians.6forum.info/t2159-hedges-of-thorns-prayer
I agree in prayer with you that your friend will be saved by the Name of Jesus and know that the evil one was defeated long ago by Him on Calvary.
Praise be the Name of Jehovah God in the name of Jesus Christ. amen
Wow! That is just amazing, that’s truly beautiful. The way God works is awesome, I’ll be praying for you and others that are a part of the cult still. Did you ever talk to the lukewarm Christians that you intimidated?
Glory be to our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ! I am happy for you sister that you made it out before you were led to eternal damnation. I pray that you will continue to soldier on in this manner and help in winning more lost souls back to our Lord. Your testimony is wonderful, proof that only light can prevail on every situation, continue to share it as the bible says in Revelations 12: 11 “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by word of their testimony. And they loved not their lives unto the death.” Stay blessed
I am 29 yrs old and my boyfriend is 31 we been togther for about 9 years. I was raised catholic/christian and I have always been brought up to have faith in god. I was brought up by my grandmother who prayed daily, night abd day. My boyfriend who strayed from the relationship for a while got himself into some trouble hanging out with the wrong people. He ended up in prison and has been there for about 2 yrs, I still love and care deeply for him.
I think I am a good woman, I am not perfect but I am faithful to god and I love the people I love deeply. My boyfriend has tattoos and I have none. I dont judge others who do because this day in age everyone has them. Recently when I visted him in jail he got a pentagram with sone hebrew letters around it. When I asked him what it was he insisted it was a sign of fertiliy. Something about that felt wrong I knew in my heart there was something odd. When I researched more when I got home I found out it was a symbol of satanism. I was very upset because this is some one who is very close to my heart and was engaged to. His father and I are very close and is a Christian man who attends weekly meetings and prayer meetings.
I was so upset I wrote my boyfriend a 20 page letter asking him to cover up the tattoo. I am waiting on the response. I choose my god over the love of my life. I have already decided if he does not want to change he will lose me over stupid satan. I was wondering does any one have any prayers I can say to help him open his heart to god? He was once a good man who supported and loved me. A good provider. He still. Loves me but I’m confused I feel that god will punish me for loving a satanist. Any advice would be good
first of all I cover you, myself and our households and our this conversation in the blood of Christ. Vanessa, run, break every tie with this boy. Obey the Holy Word that says : Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 2corinthians 6:14
the very fact that you still love him disturbs me. any relation in any form will be inviting the dark forces in his life into yours. Unless he will be completely saved willingly do NOT relate with him. Submit your relationship to the Lord and tell Him that you break all ties with anything that is against Him. You can still pray for your friend but always remember to cover yourself and your household with the blood of the Lamb.
I would suggest you read the post on this board “https://testimonyshare.com/gods-plan-for-romantic-relationships/
not for anything else but for the correct take on throwing aside all to show the Lord that He is first in your life and His will is priority for your purpose in life.
I am not doing a very good job at this but I loose the Light of the Gospel of Jesus Christ into your life. Oh Holy Spirit in the name of Jesus, we together call upon you to guide , protect and preserve Vanessa in your Ways.
I pray with you
Cherrylessa, thank you for your advice. I know it puzzles you that I would love some one still that is associated with such beliefs. That is the hardest part to understand myself. We been togther for 9 yrs and that is a hard bond to break that is probably one reason.All I can think about is that its the love I have inside for all human beings. I love him for the good things he is and not the bad things he suddenly decided to follow. I feel torn between my feelings to care about him and his soul. I do agree about how I have to guard myself from that evil spirit because its like an invitation for evil to rub off of me. That was one of my.concerns. I have not heard anything from him since my letter, maybe it is for the best. Im sure he has alot to think about after reading my 20 page letter. We always had a good relationship in the past so iam puzzled to why he,is doing this. I been praying for him and myself to keep satan bound from are lives. I am going to keep my distance and keep praying. He will see what be is losing in the end.like I told him in the letter worshiping satan uour going to lose everything you love.thank you for that link. I am going to read up on that article. God bless you.
I’d like to translate your testimony into Romanian and post it on our website. Ours is the only Christian website in the country ministering to Satanists, witches and other occult people.
Thank you for your most insightfull information and testimony. It does something to a mother who loves the Lord, but wonder, not if, but how close your child is into
falling into Satanism, bit by bit. My granddaughter, since the age of 3/4, as well as my(now 11 year old) daughter has been allowed and encouraged to watch Harry Potter movies, not hired, but bought by my older children.
It is 23h00 at the moment and my daughter(11), as I am typing, has more Harry Potter movies than music on her bookshelf. I have allways known that the books, and movies had some satanic connotation to them and conveyed this to my children. Of course, as they grow up, to be on their own, it is difficult to monitor, and address the facts. I have anointed my children’s furniture, everything in their rooms and prayed. For the past 3 years, I became accutely aware that, instead of, my husband and I, enjoying our senior years, involved in ‘church'(which I very quickly have to admit, means nothing to me, but relationship with God does, everything), we are falling further into debt and the frustration and deterioration of our health is overwhelming.
I recently read this quote: ‘who is raising your children….you, or technology?’ That quote has never left me. You might think: how does the whole debt/sickness thing fits into the satanism issue? Well, satanic music and literature, brought into our homes, I believe,brings with it,the spirit of satan’s destructive measures.As a mother, I am allmost too embarrased to admit, have known, that none of this, is God’s plan for His children, therefore, convinced, that all of it,is orchestrated by the enemy. For a few weeks now, I have been planning to read up about Satanism and have my daughter join me. Tonight, I called her to read with me, the existing evil of everything related to the Harry Potter ‘revolution’. She did.
I have just read your testimony, and I know what to do(thank God for you!). The movies are GOING! Satan is out to get ALL of us. This precious child, as well as my granddaughter, are so God-given gifted. My daughter, as everyone in our church has noticed, and verified is excelling in worship-dance. She has also told me that she wants to go to dance school, and graduate in Dallas,Texas. At this point,come 14,(even though I am a disability pensioner),the money I am saving for her,would be enough to travel from South Africa to the U.S. Of course she will have to finish school-she is in Grade 5 now. With all this preparation, I will do everything I can, to not allow that money being spent on feeding satan’s works,but remind her that she has to work hard,both emotionally,physically,spiritually,educationally,morally,socially,because of this ‘dream’. She is already touching the hearts of many. Please pray with me:I need the opportunity to share the little knowledge I have about the whole Harry Potter scourge, but her mom(my daughter), is dead-set on being the only one, allowed to ever teach her anything. I have no intention of diverting from, what I believe is God’s Will. I also believe, that God has spared my life(I am now 56, and had 3 strokes within a 2-week period, 6 months ago. Almost did not make it), to, with His miraculous power, at least try, to get this message across to, not only MY children, but others too.
BUT FIRST, I HAVE TO START WITH MYSELF! I have to become more submissive to God, according to His expectations, as undertook, the movies are going-at the same time, I want God to work with me, my life, my choices… I don’t have it all intact. I need prayer, for myself, as well as my family. I am so tired of working towards trying,to just make an impressive record, and I just don’t have it-since that is the case, I need the record of another, and THAT IS JESUS’. Thank you once again. Your testimony, living(not just looking), in the current crisis this world is in is needed more NOW THAN EVER!
self efforts will lead to nothing. But HIS GRACE is sufficient. you dont need to stress about your children. What you need to do is Proclaim the promises of Gods word into their lives again and again. If your daughter doesnt approve of your trying to help your grand daughter I would advise you move aside and instead of running to the phone , run to the throne.
I live among non believers and am the mom of two preschoolers. I am not allowed to go for fellowship even.
but years of claiming the blood upon my family and household, upon my husband and children, years of standing strong on the word and relying on the tools it teaches you..these are far more reliable than anything that we can do in the flesh.
I would suggest you buy the book, “The Power of Proclamation” by Derek Prince. It is a small but life altering book which teaches you that when you speak the Word of God in a spirit filled condition, that TAKES ACTION>
Start off with proclaiming daily that “MY CHILDREN ARE TAUGHT OF THE LORD AND GREAT WILL BE THEIR PEACE’ from Isaiah 54.
The evil one WANTS you to worry and fret about everything in your family so STOP. keep knowing and living the fact that in my weakness His strength is made perfect. Please do read the post on this board “https://testimonyshare.com/take-your-stance/”
Know who you are in Christ…the devil has no claim on your existence or your future generations…its THERE, its GIVEN, CLAIM IT AND PROCLAIM IT>
amen…God bless you and the Holy Spirit guide you.
Of course you can translate it onto your website!
Dear brother in Christ, Thank you for your beautiful testimony. My heart first went out for Christ to save Satanist in the rock business when I saw Bob Dillon telling in an interview that he had sold his soul to the king of the world to get to where he is today. He looked so tired. worn out and very unhappy and almost afraid that it is almost time to pay the piper. He said that he is only holding up his end of the bargain. he apparently thinks he is lost forever with no way out. Please pray for him that Christ will set him free. So that his testimony will be as beautiful as yours. And give Christ even ( greater glory ) from his testimony to others. Who knows how many can be saved.?
Hi , I read ur testimony and I am really happy that God has delivered you 4rm shame and guilt to be able to testify about His wonderdul work that He has done in your life , Reverlations 12 vs 11 says we overcome the devil by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our testimony.
I also want to inform you that I was sacrificed and introduced 2 devil worshiping from birth and than progressed into satanism and was serving satan faithfuly for most of my life but than Jesus happened to me at the age of 19 and I am now 25 years of age serving Jesus and knowing Him as my Lord and Savior
I believe that God chose people like us to go through what went through to show the world that there is no criteria, race, or anything that this world use 2 practice partiality to fit in in Jesus because He loves us all with an unchanging and unfailing love
Thank you to everyone for the encouraging words! I feel so touched that even after all this time my testimony has reached out and blessed people. May I encourage those that have dabbled or been deeply involved in the occult to find your freedom. God has been very good to me! I am now in Texas with a wonderful church, Church in One Accord, who has been instrumental in helping me grow in spiritual maturity and faith. For those who are new in your faith or finding their liberty from Satan’s snare, finding a church that moves in deliverance is essential. Those are my words of advice.
I pray that he will do exactly what he did for you – am not a Satanist but a school cultist.
I felt free when I realized that my relationship to God was between me and God. Nobody else had the right too, or even could step in and interfere with it.
That’s how I had to look at it.
Hope that helps.
I’m Christian and if I’m honest I’m only 12 but how come with Satan u get all that power and yet Christians pray and pray and Neva get as much power as that.
Because all power and dominion belongs to the lord most high and we shouldn’t have any power because the power God gives us is in jesus name not ours. Satan in the other hand, makes satanic people think they have power but they don’t either, he lies to them so they can worship him and end up in hell. Also remember there is power in prayer. We Christians dont need to show certain power or cast spells, because the power is in prayer. Thats why we pray and pray a lot. Anyways keep your walk with the lord because his the way, the truth, and the life. He actually loves you with all his heart. God bless you.
This is an awesome testimony about the love of
God to change the lives of anyone who comes
to Him. To anyone who has not done so yet, I
strongly suggest you also read “The Testimony
of an ex-satanist” parts one through thirteen.
Google it and it will give insight into the
secret realm of the enemy…it’s written by
a man who was once heavily involved in the
occult and is revealing things the enemy
has endeavored to hide from the world to accomplish
his evil deeds. It’s eye-opening and this servant
of God has scripture to back it up. If you don’t
know the Lord Jesus as your Savior I suggest you
invite Him into your heart first, before reading
this. Let His loving protection be over you and
your family. And more than anything else, read
the word of God, the scriptures, regularly.
There is only one true God…Jesus is the way,
the truth and the life, and NO MAN goes to the
Father except through His Son Jesus Christ!!
Thank you for sharing this testimony , im 17 n was trying to b a Satanist but this testimony has made me change my decision. Praise the lord
I’ve seen various websites on the internet mention that different infirmities can be planted through witchcraft, even tumours. Witchcraft can attack every area of a person’s life – spiritually, physically, emotionally and mentally. Is this correct?
hi if anybody gets this please pray for me i left a comment a few years back with the user name tette i was an ex-satanist and have replied in response to tiffany’s story.
Its now a few years later i am still in love with Jesus and serving Him.
However i need prayers i just cant explain what i am going through i feel dead and cold inside and also have been going through a lot over the few years.
i was asked to deny God and when i refused i was put out and cut off from my family and now i am sitting with this feeling of being lost and dead inside not sure if i will ever get out of it, i sometimes do feel like comitting suicide because i am afraid of falling. i dont want to fall because i know that its only death thats waiting for me, i just want stay by Jesus but i keep on failing him so badly the one thing i hate to do is fail the Lord.
i feel that He has done so much for me and i know i will never be able to pay Him back but the least that i can do is walk in righteousness as this is all He asks of me.
but i feel like i am constantly falling and i feel like i am falling apart and that i am losing my mind at times.
please is there anybody that can help me?
Hi Tharren, I’m praying for you and I admire your standing up for God despite pressure from family. I sense that you’re very concerned about disappointing God. I hope that you won’t fear falling or failing Him. I am convinced from scripture that He doesn’t want us to live in fear. His grace is sufficient for us. Walking by faith is a long journey. If you fall, go to the scriptures, get right back up and keep fighting the good fight. How you feel will change from time to time.
I would love to share your testimony to other because I know there are many people who are going through this also and they don’t know what to do
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