(2008) I was in college doing a lot of ecstasy. I was a Christian, but I was very damaged and oppressed by demonic activity growing up. One night while lying in bed I noticed a shadow man peering out my window. He was too tall and thin with very broad shoulders and a brimmed hat. I knew he was a demon, so I walked up to him. I tried to touch his chest and I laughed in his face.
Then the trench coat opened, and the big shoulders were actually wings, similar to a bat. His legs were more like a tornado tail no feet. He pushed my chest taking me feet off the ground and onto my back where I had an awake seizure (eyes open, loss of voice box) and the tail was going thru my heart. I had many negative spiraling thoughts.
I have had many demonic entities follow me around and attack /oppress me. It’s a struggle keeping them away since light attracts darkness. They’ve asked me in dreams why I haven’t come to the other side, they’ve tormented my dad and told me they were excited to meet him, in dreams, visions, and voices (outside of my head).
I wish I was a stronger Christian to fight them off. The only thing stronger than them is Jesus’ blood (and I’d have to be protected by him for safe combat.)
Deliver me and keep me safe. Thanks!!
Thanks for sharing this. I want to ask if you’ve made Jesus Christ Lord? If demons are bothering you and your dad and you’re born-again believers under the Lordship of Christ, then you can use the name of Jesus against them like Paul did in Acts 16:18:
Also, are you fellowshipping with other Christians in a Spirit-filled church? Do you have a pastor you can talk to there in your area?
I have been under attack again just today. I prayed out loud multiple times , asked forgiveness, lit candles etc.
Elise, are you saved? I mean are you born again?
If you are not yet saved, then you cannot enjoy the support of God in your spiritual warfare. You need to first be saved before you God can fight your spiritual warfare for you.
Let us pray:
Ask God for forgiveness of your sin as you confess them before God.
Ask the Lord Jesus to come into your life and become your Lord and Saviour.
Believe with your heart that your prayer has been answered.
You can now pray this prayer:
Lord Jesus, forgive me my sin and redeem me from the kingdom of darkness into the kingdom of light through Your blood which you shed on the cross of Calvary. Make me a new creature today and make the old things to pass away. I confess You as my Lord and Saviour, come into my heart and direct my life forever, in Jesus name I have prayed.
As you have prayed this prayer in faith, you are now Born Again, you are a new creature. Write today’s date down in a place for you to remember your date of new Birth. Pray and study the word of God regularly so that you can grow in faith. Also declare your salvation boldly to people so that they can know that you are a new creature. Attend a Bible believing church and participate in their programmes so that you can grow spiritually. You are now welcome to the winning side.
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Thanks!! Looking forward to reading your book !
Elise more than likely you still have open doorways in your life that need to be closed by the blood of Jesus. You need to find a deliverance ministry whereby you can be delivered from these demonic attacks and torments. There is an open doorway in your life that gives these demons a legal right to be in your life and you need to find out what it is before it gets worse. Satan is a legalist and he accuses mankind before God day and night. Satan means accuser. You cannot fight these demons off in your own strength for you are up against supernatural evil. You have to be totally honest with yourself and ask do I need to repent of anything? Do you dabble in the occult? Have you researched your family’s history to find out if any of your ancestors were involved in any kind of occult practices including witchcraft? If so you could be the victim of a generational curse? What kind of books or items do you keep on your person or in your home? What do you watch on TV? Do you play video games such as D&D or Warcraft? Who and what do you allow in your house? What kind of music do you listen to? Do you wear clothing that has strange symbols on them? Do you wear strange jewelry around your neck or on your person? Do you practice Yoga or Meditation? If any of this is true you need to address it and seek deliverance by pleading the blood of Jesus. If you learn that you are the victim of a generational curse call on the Lord Jesus Christ and seek deliverance for you don’t have to live under a curse nor do you have to tolerate Satan nor any of his demons.
Yes, I have been saved before, confirmed Lutheran, and found a Pentecostal church – I think I’m a bit disobedient. Spirit of oppression, spirit of death, spirit of fear.
Hey Elise blessings,
Based off what others have asked you. Are you born again of water and Spirit? This is important, if you believe what Jesus Christ has done on the cross for you then biblically you need to repent of your sins (change your mind in doing things your way and do it in the Lord’s way) but also with the sincerity of your heart verbally repent of things you have done. If you don’t know ask the Lord to highlight what is being hidden in dark from you so that you can bring it into the light. Then you need to be baptized into Jesus Christ (read Roman’s 6 so you can understand truly what baptism is). Then you need a Holy Spirit filled believer to lay hands on you to receive the Holy Spirit. Biblically you can ask Jesus for the Holy Spirit by faith, or you can have Holy Spirit filled believers to pray with you.
If you need deliverance (freedom from demonic oppression or possibly possession if you are not born again) then I want to recommend you a YouTube channel that can help that brings Jesus to the front of it all and also a brother that will help you understand the proper response to being born again (both channels are encouraging). Deliverance->(HFD Ministries, then scroll and click on live). Deeper understanding of being born again-> Unshakable Kingdom- What is the proper response to the gospel?
If you are born again then you are being oppressed. Read psalm 91 (verbally) or any scripture you feel led to read. But also know you carry authority through the inheritance of Jesus to command any demonic thing to leave. If there is a strong legal right for the demonic to hang around then go before the Lord and humble yourself and ask him to show you what you need to repent of. Again, brining darkness into the light.
I hope this can bless you.
I’ve asked him before to show me what I repressed.