Hello, my name is Victor Brown Jr. I was 17 years old when I had a nervous breakdown. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when I was younger. About the age of 17 I was diagnosed with depression, and I had a lot of anger towards me being in special ed when I was younger.
I was hurt but I knew God was working on me. I love God. I was accused of a lot of things. I was addicted to pornography and the devil still fights me with it but can overcome it, am saved. I struggle with a lot of things the enemy still fights me with my past.
I really need prayer in every single situation in my life. I believe I was chosen by God. I really need healing in my mind, complete healing in my health. Please pray with me to surrender to God fully and completely give my heart to God. I am saved but I need prayers in every direction to follow Jesus. Please pray with me. I am also a musician.
Please pray for me.
May the purpose and plan of God for you be fully fulfilled. May the purpose of the devil never be fulfilled in your life. May the Lord give you abundant life. May the Holy Spirit direct your steps. May your steps be guided at all times by God. May the Lord grant you power to overcome sin. May the Lord fully heal you spirit, soul and body. May every storm around you be fully calm. May the Lord be merciful unto you and empower you for the fulfillment of His purpose for your life. May you never lack divine help. May the Lord prosper you. May your life always glorify God. In Jesus name we have prayed.
Hey Victor, praying for you this morning. It seems you’ve come a long way and have a calling on your life to go further with God. Only you can completely surrender your heart. Keep pushing forward brother, past the hurt and toward the perfect love of Christ.
These scriptures came to mind:
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Love in Christ. Keep us posted, bro.
Pray this prayer – Eternal father, I am living in a fantasy world. My conscience is no longer pricked because it is numbed by sin and denial. I have betrayed my humanity. Father, I repent of this addiction to pornography. It is alienating me from those I love, my cherished family and friends. Lord, it alienates me from you. I’m caught up in a lie entangled in the chains of the devil, attached to my wound of sin. Father, graciously allow me to experience the redeeming power of the precious blood of your son, Jesus. Pease forgive me. Show me how to repent. I renounce the way I have misused my sexuality. Cast the devil far away from me, please. I desire to submit my sexuality to your holy standard. Lord, I need to be encouraged in this moment of truth. I am accountable to you. I need the grace of conversion. I implore that your Holy Spirit enter into me. Come, Holy Spirit, with a fresh outpouring of charity and truth. I require your help to control my base impulses. I desire the restoration of my dignity. Kindly enable me to rule over myself by clinging to your purity and holiness. Father, thank you for hearing my prayer. Amen.