So, I’ve been with my boyfriend for going on 3 years. He’s agnostic and I’m a Christian. I love him so much and I’ve never felt this way about anyone else before. We’ve been a long-distance relationship this entire time… he lives upstate New York and I live in NYC.
I know in my heart that he never cheated on me and was always honest with me the entire time. He was such a good man to me he helped me overcome my eating disorder he never talked down on me or called me names or lied to me. Recently he just went to college in Albany and broke up with me about a month ago saying that he needs to find himself and what he wants in life.
I don’t understand how out of nowhere he can just leave the person he said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. He claims it’s because he wants to focus on school but deep down inside, I feel like he wants to be with other people no matter how much he says he does.
I was devastated and still am. I cry myself to sleep overnight and ask God why he would take such a beautiful gift in my life away. I truly love him with all my heart. He told me that he would like to try things out again later on if life permits. I am still so heart broken and confused how he can just flip out of nowhere and not want to be with the person he said no matter what he would wanna be with me.
We still text every single day. I feel so lost confused angry and heart broken. I’ve been going to church a lot recently and praying that God will give me answers and that God will rekindle my relationship with my ex. It hurts so badly knowing that the person you’re in love with doesn’t feel the same anymore. I don’t wanna give up on my ex. He is truly such a good man…I love him. I pray that God will give me a sign that one day we will be together again.
I sometimes feel like my prayers won’t get answers and that I’m all alone. Will God answer my prayers? Is it possible that if I fast and pray every day that my ex will come back. I feel in my heart that he is my soulmate. Why did God do this to me knowing what I’ve been through in the past? My ex is not the partying type or anything but why would he break up with me and leave me so hurt inside.
Please God bring Kenny back to me. I love him so much. Even though it’s selfish of me I pray that another woman doesn’t walk into his life 🙁 I don’t wanna give up. I heard that anything is possible with God. Is it possible for God to work a miracle and bring us back together?
I wish I could give you a hug and tell you how much you are loved by our creator! I know many people are telling you right now that God has a plan for your life! Please don’t forget this! Time will heal your broken heart. There are so many people in this world that desire the Love you have to give! God knows what you need in your heart more than what you think you need to find unconditional love, peace, and joy in your life. Please be patient and don’t give up. Your true Love will find you one day, and you will look back on this and be thankful that you had overcome this storm. God is so amazing at understanding your hearts desires. He won’t give you what you want, but he’ll give you what you need! God has a plan for Kenny as well and if it is for you two to be together than it will be so. Have you ever thought that maybe God wants you to be his first Love? Same with Kenny…Maybe God needs to work on Kenny’s heart before he brings you two together again. Maybe he doesn’t want you to be swayed by Kenny’s agnostic views. You have to remember that we are all brothers and sisters in Christ, and you first love should be for your creator. I’m not saying Gods not your first love, just reminding you of that. Every storm we go through in our lives makes us spiritually stronger when we overcome them. Time will heal your wounds. Do not conform to this world. Keep your heart and mind focused on the will of God! His will is for you to Love him first, Love our neighbors, and bring honor to his son Jesus Christ who paid for our salvation with his life. You will find out that the more read and follow the teachings of Christ that your life will start to blossom into the beautiful flower that you are in the eyes of God! I pray that God is holding you right now! He that is within you is stronger than he that is in this world! God Bless you and your family!
This is so true. I’m actually dealing with the same situation almost. I’m in college and the one guy I could see myself marrying is agnostic. I love Jesus, and had to lay down our relationship for what He wants for him and me. God wants all of us, not most of us. He won’t put us in situations that cause us to stray from His love, but rather ones that bring us closer to Him. Focus on what He wants and He will give you everything you need.
God in His time heals every wound, One day you will look back and thank Him for taking you through such storm for it brought you close to Him.
David says had he not suffered, he never would have known God (Psalms, 119:71)