I have to testify! God is so good. Nobody in the world can tell me he can’t do the impossible. I was living a lifestyle of homosexuality. Attracted to men and dating men. The enemy had a hold of my mind.
As I look back over my life I went through different levels with my past lifestyle. The stage where I denied being gay, the stage where I wanted everyone to know I was gay, to the last and final stage. The stage where this isn’t working for me so let’s just live life and accept, I’ll never change.
Guess what? None of those stages worked! I was another lost soul on my way to hell, but God saw fit and gave me a chance to clean my life up. See what half of you guys see is the positive statuses I post, the pictures where I’m smiling and being so uplifting.
I bet half of you didn’t know I’ve contemplated suicide, been in a mental institute, suffered from depression. The Doctors pronounced me as being bipolar. I been on all kind of depression medications and on top of that had to struggle with not knowing my identity. NO MORE! I met a man on ?9-18-11? who changed my life forever. The same men I was introduced to at an early age.
The bible says (Proverbs 22:6),
“Train a child up in the way he should go and when he gets older, he will not depart from it.”
The man I met on that very special day name is Jesus! I invited him to come live inside of me in Donaldsonville GA in front of several people. He came in and cleaned me up from the inside out. I had taken all I could take from my past lifestyle!
I was tired of getting my heart broken, getting my feelings toyed with. That very day in September, I gave my heart to a man name Jesus and ever since he’s not yet broken my heart (and by the way will never). He taught me to love myself no matter what. I had to transition into the man I am today!
I stand before you tonight to let you know if you honestly want change God cares and he can bring you out of whatever sins you’re in. He delivered me from all the mind battles, a homosexual lifestyle, depression, freed me from bipolar disorder, Newport, Drugs etc. If he did it for me, I know he can do it for anybody else.
I’m not ashamed of my past life because I’m not defined by the past me. What counts is that I’m no longer that person and I’ve made major changes in my life with Jesus at the head of it. And for the record I wouldn’t change anything about my past, because all of that has made me stronger and wiser.
“Learning by experience often is painful and the more it hurts, the more you learn.”
Hello! I was just typing up my testimony and clicked on the home button and this popped up. Pretty interesting because I have dealt with depression and suicide, all rooted in homosexual attractions (I’m a girl though haha). I came to know Christ in 2012, I was still in the denial stage with my sexuality though. Two years later I “Came out” to my family and close friends but I made it clear I don’t plan to pursue a gay lifestyle, I’m just same sex oriented. Now a year later it’s been tough. I trust Gods plans are better than my fleshly desires but at 16 with all my friends starting to date it’s tough. I was just wondering if you still battle with being same sex attracted even after knowing Christ? Everyone seems to think I have to be straight to be a Christian, but no where in the bible have I found God to promise deliverence from temptation. And if you do, how have you handled the realities of possibly being single? Thanks! In Christ, JC
Christina, if you believe that Jesus was sacrificed for your sins, call on Him to grant you grace so that you will understand what God is saying in Romans chapter 8 though Paul who He sent us. He says, “For if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.” (Romans 8:13) .
Have you heard that only God knows what His Word means? That’s what God says many times through His prophets and He says that His wisdom is hidden from the wise and freely given to new born babies. So only through your faith in Jesus can you understand what Romans 8 says about sin. There is only one interpreter of God’s Word, The Ghost of Jesus Christ who is God’s Word.
So in Romans 8 He says that it is only by the power of God’s Holy Spirit, who is Jesus inside of us, that you can permanently stop homosexual desire from ruling over you. I encourage you to continue to confess that you are a sinner and pray as God’s prophet prayed, “turn my eyes away from worthless things,”(psalm 119:37) and, “create in me a clean heart oh God, renew a steadfast spirit within me.”(pslam 51)
Peace to you
Christina, yes you have to give up the homosexual sin or atleast fight against it to be Christian. Its not a sin to resist your homosexual desires, resisting means youre saying “no” to the tempter. However just because a Christian is struggling with homosexual desires doesnt mean they should be called “gay Christian” its like identifying other Christians struggling with certain sins as “lying Christian” “thief Christian” “Christian murder” “porn addict Christian”,etc. Jesus wiped all our sins away so why should we adress ourselves by our sins? We should resist all sinful desires.
We will overcome temptation in Heaven. We will have bodies that wont sin nor be tempted, bodies that are fully pure and holy. Our victory over sin is on the cross and in heaven
Please forgive me saints, I need your prayers. It’s very very very serious. I am DEEPLY oppressed -I’ve (in ignorance, weakness and sin) opened myself up to SO much demonic bondage the past few days.
Please kindly pray for God to step in and intervene from Heaven and shine His face and light on me and save me. I have let evil spirits into my heart and soul and body and mind and I am heavily oppressed by darkness and evil spirits. It’s very heavy and serious. I don’t want them there. I never have.
But I am guilty of giving the evil one entry to come in by not walking on the narrow path and guarding my heart from the evil one. I’ve (in carelessness/ignorance/sin/folly/ given the evil one room to come in and oppress me. I want the evil spirits and devil out of me. Please pray for me. I never have had true, complete deliverance from them. I want them out.
And when I’m free I will keep them out. I want to be free from the enemy.
Please pray for Jesus Christ to have mercy on me and turn to me and shine His marvellous light on me.
I need God’s mercy.
I need Jesus to deliver me and save (help and deliver) me.
Please pray for God to have mercy on me and to powerfully shine His light on me and enable me to use my authority in Jesus holy name to cast out all the darkness and every spirit that is not of Him. It’s very serious. I need the light and mercy of God.
Please, please pray for me saints. In Jesus mighty name.
I’ve never been so oppressed.
Love Sarah