I recently received news that my ex has an “incurable” std. I put “with incurable because I am trying to believe in my heart that nothing is incurable with the faith of the Lord.
Throughout our past relationship we were not using protection all the time. Once I found out the news I could not eat or sleep for days. I am only 22 and just started college. Just started to get my life on track. And now I feel like it’s being ripped away from me in an instant.
I never knew I wanted to be married and to be able to bear children until I received that call. I’ve been contemplating suicide. And have been praying for the peace of mind. For support. And for more faith.
Now that I’ve received the news that I might have it. I have noticed what might be a breakout. I have been praying nonstop and I think for me to be able to get through this I will need more prayer.
I first felt like I was being punished but after reading testimonies that I found on here I know this is not true. I believe in God. I believe Jesus died for our sins. He was whipped so that we may be HEALED. I’m trying to tell myself I am healed. I do not have this disease. I wanted to get tested, but I am scared. I am currently practicing abstinence. And will continue to do so.
But if this test comes back and it’s positive, I do not know what will be next for me. And I am praying that god will work it out. Either for me to be negative. Or to give me strength to live through this without committing another sin by taking a life He created. Me. This is not a threat to God or for others. I wish to stay positive and continue to have faith. So may you please send your prayers my way. I am in need of all. Thank you and God bless.
Keep your faith and stay strong. You will be surprised what comes out of this, you develop a deeper understanding, empathy and compassion for others. Know that God can, and wants to heal you.. Jesus died for our healing and sins. He wishes above all that we may be well and in health and prosper even as our soul prospers. In a way this trial whatever your outcome may be, will bring you closer than ever to God. Feel the Holy Spirit growing inside you. Dig in the word. Really connect and meditate on scriptures. Look up healing scriptures on YouTube and just soak it all in. Herpes isn’t the worst thing that could happen to someone, it can actually be a blessing in disguise. it could be much worse but I understand your pain and where you are coming from.. the stigma is terrible and it’s a very misunderstood disease.. even by some doctors. keep in mind that 2/3 of the population have cold sores//hsv 1, and an active cold sore can lead to GH during oral. people make it out to be that it only happens to certain types of people but it can happen to anyone. One time. And those tables do turn. I just turned 20 not too long ago, found out when I was 19. It’s been 8 months. I still pray every night, not just for myself but for others suffering as well. A cure. I don’t believe I’ll have to suffer with this forever as Jesus Forgives all our sins and heals ALL our diseases. Nothing is impossible through Jesus Christ, all it takes is the faith the size of a mustard seed. Although our Healing may come In a different way than we expect it to as it is said the wounded became wounded healers, I believe Jesus still performs miracles today and God can and will heal you. Just don’t loose your faith. You aren’t a diagnosis. I will be praying for you. God bless you and take care.
Praying for you, in Jesus’ name. God bless you.
I am having a difficult time because an HSV 2 either. I am trying to figure out what God wants me to do. I know he can cure us. I would like to make the rosary chain prayer with a group of people that is in the same situation and wants to be cured. I believe if we have a lot of faith and pray for our health in this chain he will hear us. We should pray for the ones that gave us the disease, we should have mercy with them as we want God to have mercy with us. The rosary chain is one person or group per hour within 24 hours. It is very powerfull. Please let me know. I need a minimum of 24 people.
I will. Actually i have tested positive on april 2018. But again i did detailed test and result came out as negative. Months passed and i got this pain on my penis area again. So october i tested again and result is negative. There is a fact that i couldnt control masturbating and got pain few days back. When i removed the foreskin i was shocked to see that my penile head has warts and reddish and skin gone. I am crying and praying. I gave for test again yesterday and waiting for results. I understand the situation. I only once went to prostitute in my life. That was December 2017. Later it changed my life. I lost money and peace. Family is searching for a bride for me. How can even marry an innocent girl. Please pray for me as well. But this one year i got close to Jesus more than i ever was. Spiritually i am happy.
Praying for you, in Jesus’ name. God bless you.
Thank you for the prayers brother! It’s been a long time we spoke. I commented on 2018 and you have replied on 2024. Please note that there are many things that changed my life now. I got tested negative and from then I went on telling people with any disease to blindly trust Jesus as he is able to cure any disease. My faith in my Lord has increased from then, and I never went back to sexual sin. But definitely I went back to all other sins such as smoking but eventually God brought situations for me to get removed from them and got closer to Jesus. Today I am also a father of a beautiful child. My Lord can make any blessing. Even if we are helpless, financially low, and no food, still Lord will bring a smile on our face. Believe me, don’t focus on others or other believers. Each has their own journey. Focus in you. You are unique! Love you all! Praise God! Love you Jesus!
Are you married now?
Praying JESUS for you, in His name. Put faith only in Him and no others: He is our only Way to the Father. God bless you.
WITH GOD NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. You are a child of God. Whatever you are going through now, all you need to ask God is to show you HIS mercy. You might want to add fasting. Stand on HIS promises.
Praying for you both tonight I felt to say that you both are forgiven.
I had the same disease when I was in my teens when I was diagnosed I felt the same exact way you do now all I did was cry all the time I immediately stopped having sex for 13 I was afraid to date a man out of fear that they would find out that i had been sick with this “Incurable diease” but I am a living testimony that God will heal you from that I haven’t had an outbreak in years you need to take this time to heal your mind, body and soul buildup a closer relationship with God that helped me a lot and one day when you least expect it the man that God has for you will cross your path be honest about what you’ve gone through with him even after God heal you from the “Incurable disease” it will help you to heal on the inside to share with others what God has done for you you don’t have to go into detail about what God healed you from but your testimony will help others don’t ever let the way you feeling now or what others think about you make you feel ashamed it wasn’t your fault we have to realize this disease can lay dormant inside of you and one day you find yourself having an outbreak not knowing how long you have been sick it’s not over when it comes to having children or a husband I have a one year old little boy and 8 months pregnant now with a little girl
Lord is with you and He perfectly knows what he’s doing! Keep faith!!!
Greetings from Eastern Europe!
TRUST GOD!!! I’ve been in a similar situation but without being in school. In my similar situation I was told I had HPV through a test I had gotten prior to what the doctors said I was diagnosed with which was Genetial Herpes in 2015. Notice I said “What the doctors said”, I know in the physical it may be present but when I found out I did cry tbh but I immediately in my spirit and in my mind said to myself “I’m healed in Jesus name”. Power is within what we speak, and God says that power is within our tongue and we speak a thing and believe it’s sure to happen. When I went back to the doctors in 2016 I got tested again for Herpes though it came back positive the test for HPV came back negative!!! That showed me not only is God real but I can trust him with my life no matter what men may say YOU have know that GOD is the ultimate healer and he can do more than what maybe perceived to be shown in the natural. I’m praying for your healing.
Peace be with you. May the lord grant you good health and long life in Jesus Christ name Amen.
I too will pray for you, as I have asked for prayers here for the same healing. I have been stubborn in the past, putting myself before God and the ways to grow closer to him. I don’t know how else to say it, other than: through this trial I have found faith that I once abandoned and I wait with faith for healing.
“Wait. Wait on the LORD.” This quote from the Old Testament was the theme on the email I read directly after reading your testimony.
I am in constant awe and respect of God’s mercy, forgiveness, and love. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Please pray for me also. God bless you.
Eat organic coconut oil. Look into taking diluted food grade hydrogen peroxide, and apply coconut oil to wherever the break out is everyday, and it’ll go away. You’ll be okay I promise
I will be praying for you. God is amazing and what is impossible with man IS possible with God. I was diagnosed in 2006 and like you, I thought my life and days were over. I grew up in the church and felt like that herpes was a wage for the sin I committed. Like Rachel said, God allowed it in order to help me get my priorities in order. I am grateful to say that he healed me in 2017! I continued to believe and also gained a deeper relationship with God and reclaimed my value. I would get tested every year praying and believing that one day my test would come back negative and it did! So repent, ask God for courage to take the test and believe Hin that it will be negative! God has a design for your life and He will walk you through this. You may be getting all worked up for nothing?.
I have this for 3 years now and what makes it worst the demon who gave it to me won’t delete my phone number. About 6 months ago a pastor prayed for me and told me to forgive him in my heart and if I could reach out to him and say it that would be even better. So it happens that I got a text from him one day in February of this year. So then I got back his number and just say what the pastor ask me to do. Even though from 2015 he denied he didn’t gave it to me I know he did. So I deleted his number and never contacted him again but to my surprise he still kept my number. So after I forgive him months ago I feel some peace inside me.
This pass 2 days I was crying because of the pain it gave me inside and I was talking to God saying to God let that man which hurt me confess let him not be at peace until he speak what he did to me. I notice each time I talk to God about it. I notice the guy always text. this time he sent a youtube video link. I ignored his message I didn’t reply or anything I realize god is doing something and it’s burning the guy inside for what he did. So since I finally got back is number I will be able to block him from whatsapp because it seems he’s always watching to see if I’m online and wanted to say something but can’t.
I pray to God that when I’m healed I will be able to show that guy he hurt me but God deliver me. And I hope he seek Gods face and speak the truth to his 2 baby mother which I found out he had after I broke up with him 3 years ago after I found out he gave me herpes. So please don’t give up. This disease cause some damage inside my left ovary which I feel pain everyday and I still have faith. I still put my trust in God at times my whole tummy get so hot as my left ovary starts to pain and this all happens when I got my first outbreak in may 2015. They are people who got healed from this I even saw a post with a girl the other day on facebook that she got healed from it. God healed her just trust in him. He may not come when we wanted him to but he’s always on time.
Believing in Gods healing power with you. It is done is jesus name. I went through something similar I posted about it here and on my blog it’s called “incurable: jesus died for that too”. Love you sister. Jesus’grace is sufficient for us.
Jesus blood on the cross already healed you. Every sickness and disease He broke on the cross with His blood.No weapon formed against you shall prosper. Just like No disease formed against you shall prosper. Renew your mind by studying God’s Word of healing scriptures. Get it deep in your spirit.By His stripes your healed. The devil is a liar! It may be incurable with men but with God all things are possible.I once had Herpes but God healed me from Herpes. Praise God!! Hallelujah!! Praise Him in advance for your healing.And Spend time with Him.He will give you strength.joy and peace like no other.
Hey please don’t give up keep praying you can also find some books on online and book stores because I know how you feels never doubt God because God is a healer God. I pray God will heal your body and that you are heal by the blood of Jesus and heal by Jesus stripes. You are heal just claim your healing because Jesus already die on cross for our sins he already paid the way and our sins is already forgiven.
I can only give you my personal testimony. My ex husband had an incurable STD. He was completely healed. But later in life he cheated on me. We got a divorce. I am a spirit filled Christian. All I can tell you is that do not risk your future on this man. God may heal him. My ex had an overwhelming warmth come over his private area. He was healed. But later he cheated on me. I was shocked. He came from a very Godly family. God may and may not heal him. Don’t risk your body on a perhaps. Unless you are willing to get what he has and be with him forever. My ex had tremendous grace. But in the end it was only temporary. Make sure it is worth it.
lovegod22,
I agree with the other posts that God can heal you. He is a big God and nothing is impossible with Him.
My point though in addressing your post is about you mentioning feeling like you might end your life over this. I will not sugar coat this: committing suicide can send you to hell. So please do not even consider that, suicide, as an option. The Bible says that as believers that we are to run the race set before us (Her. 12:1). And that we are to run to receive the prize (1 Cor. 9:24,25) and one is crowned when playing according to the rules (2 Tim. 2:5).
Races are hard and can be burdensome. But we have a God who tells us to cast all our cares upon Him because He cares for us (1 Peter 5:7). He is our burden bearer. He also tells us to ask Him for wisdom and that He will then give it to all without finding fault (James 1:5). So ask Him for wisdom as to what to do about your situation when it comes to prayer, as in how to pray via the Holy Spirit so that you will pray according to God’s will and thus pray accurately since He knows things that we do not.
God bless you, lovesgod22. At the end of this you will have an amazing testimony and will be able to help others who are in similar situations.
lovegod22,
Reading your post again I’m assuming that you’re not married and that you were having sex outside of marriage? If you were having sex outside of marriage then that is a sin. Sex outside of marriage is called fornication and it is not to be done. Please pray and repent for fornicating and then go forth in your prayers for healing. Look at 1 Corinthians 6:9. Repentance comes first.