I need prayer in something that I come to recognize over the past several months which was actually something I have struggled with long term. I have social anxiety, I always feel unwelcome whenever I am in a group, whether it’s strangers or friends, doesn’t matter. I guess it goes back to my youth where I was hurt by people and therefore, I couldn’t trust anyone from now on.
Throughout high school, though I talked to people, that was it. I didn’t want to take it any further, such as hanging outside of school or visiting one’s house. that was it. In addition to that, those that tried to get close to me, I would take it as a threat, fearing that they would turn their backs against me. This has happened from then to now.
Where I fear being hurt again and as mentioned, earlier, when I do hang out with friends, I feel unwelcome. It hurts so much, I used to isolate myself a lot, and therefore made friendships distant. I fear that I would do it again, because I’m always anxious.
Hi MCUE, I too was a victim in my past by this deceiving spirit; and because I had grew up being physically abused and neglected I had these same issues. I dealt with them for years and always received things the wrong way, felt like others didnt want me around, isolated myself, and so on and so forth! But it wasnt until I established myself in another ministry where my leader’s taught me about PRAYER AND I MEAN TRUE PRAYER! (Not the “Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep Prayer” either! I began to bind demons of deception, fear, anxiety, anger, hurt, etc. and loose the presence of God in my life, the fruit of the spirit in my life, boldness, and faith in my life as well. Then I began to pull down strong holds, which the bible talks about in II Corinthians 10:4-5. I did this all while in prayer. Everyone prays differently, but all in all there is still a set system. I came into God’s presence repenting of all my sins, then I went into praise and worship, immediately I began to dethrone, bind, and pull down every strong hold that had been set up in my mind by the enemy for over the years. Needless to say, the more and more I began to do this just about every day, I began to notice a change and began to grow spiritually. I grew so strong, that now I rarely deal with that stuff and if it do come to my mind or my feelings, I cast it down immediately and declare and decree that THE DEVIL IS A LIAR! I will be praying for you, but I pray that you will also begin to pray for yourself just as I did. I had to learn that because I was in years of being in bondage, that it would not be over night that I would be free; but little by little, the chains of bondage began to fall off of me. The bible also talks about these kind not coming out but by fasting and prayer and needless to say, I had to do much of this myself as well. These kind of things that you are experiencing have happened or is happening to most christians, but the key to these issues is to FIGHT and not physical fight, but spiritually fight! You have to fight back in prayer, in fasting, and reading the word of God! I know because this is how I have overcome and is overcoming. So MCUE, I encourage you to stay strong, be encouraged, and pray your way thru this thing because “This Too Shall Pass” Be blessed! P.S. I have dealt with this but I had a worser case of it, so please be encouraged that God can and will deliver you from this!
You musn’t live in fear. God doesnt want that for you!! He will put you through situations to get over that fear. I know because it has happened to me but I have overcome it and now nothing puts fear in my heart. Pray to break out of that!
God Bless You
keeping you in my prayers.i hope that you will overcome this problem and just know that God is with you in every step you make towards overcoming this. just remember that even when you feel alone, he is with you.
Keep saying that Jesus loves me and nothing can break me.I pray for you.