Deliverance

Pornography

I am 17 and was previously delivered from marijuana and heavy partying. But the worse temptation of them all, was pornography. Pornography to me, is the worst addiction that I went through and still struggle with today.

A lot of people may be reading this and thinking how is pornography more addicting then drugs, I can’t tell you why but I can tell you that any sin is tempting because it tempts sinners. I can honestly say I spent countless hours and days being indulged in the addiction. Any chance I had I would take it. It was like food, I had to eat in able to be filled.

It soon put me into a depression, which I can’t figure if it was from the side affects of drugs, or that pornography was so addicting. I soon found myself wondering why I was so addicted and why after being saved was I still being tempted. The truth is, (I am kind of backtracking) I was saved back in January after I woke up one morning, after a heavy night of partying, and realized God was calling me back to Him.( I was brought up in the church and began to cover myself with sin around the age of 15). So after all of this I still wondered why I was indulging myself in constant sin.

Then I just couldn’t take it anymore, so I prayed and asked God to change my hardened heart and make it clean again. I just prayed this prayer today after having an on an off struggle with sin. So if you read this, I ask that you pray for me (Brandon) to stay strong in the Lord.