I have sinned and feel horrible about what I did. And as of a result I was diagnosed with the HSV-1 virus. I have been praying everyday for God to give me a second chance and rid me and others of this virus. I do have faith but at times I feel like just giving up on life. I have read many posts and I see other people are in the same situation and in one respect it’s refreshing that other people can relate to me but I wish I was the only one going through this so nobody else would have too.