My name is Crys and I have been diagnosed with HSV 2 Three weeks ago. When the news came, I was devastated and the person that infected me is still in denial and refuses to get tested. Only 3 days after I got diagnosed, I learnt that he wasn’t the man he said he was. Father of 2 children, he is separated and I was not the only person he was calling “Girlfriend”.
I pray day and night; I started my Bible studies, and I am so scared of having a new outbreak. I am terrified but I trust in the power of Jesus Christ.
I am asking for strength and kindness to forgive to those who were evil towards me and so I hope to be forgiven and get my healing. I believe that Jesus Christ, by his blood and sacrifice for us, I will get my healing.
I am so humbly asking for your sincere prayers and support during this journey.
God bless all those who read this call for help and pray for me.
Thank you all.
I will sister! Make sure that you forgive him and so your thoughts aren’t trouble with hate towards him. In order for your tresspasses to be forgiven by the father also shall you forgive people for their tresspasses against you. Also I would simply just not fornicate with someone that you are not married to.
Forgiveness is hard but with God’s help it can be done. Good for you for choosing to forgive! I will pray for your healing.
Dear Crys,
This happened to you for a reason. Trust God, with all your heart that you will be healed, or you will find someone to love you just as you are. Be encouraged that God will find a way to turn this around in your favor.
You took the first step of faith in coming forward. Now place the end results in God’s hands.
I am praying for you.
So death of your body happens for a reason a disease is death. I really don’t understand how a disease is something to happen for a reason unless the reason is God is punishing someone and we say God is love so either He is love or he is a vengeful God who punishes us because He can..
– John 11:4
Happening for a reason doesn’t necessarily mean punishment.
Dear Crys,
The man you’re with sounded like the man I used to be with, a father (physical therapist) of 2 boys, separated from a wife who is a child psychiatrist, and has another girlfriend. Your story is not anything new. It happened to a lot of women who are eager to please a man. It is because we are all broken inside, including any women who think that they have confidence. And when we are broken, we attract people who are also broken. I wish I could explain to you more about being broken because there are many facets of them. It is like looking inside a keleidescope. You will see that there are different pieces of colors and can turn those into different shapes and sizes. Being broken is much the same but it is not very pretty like what you see inside a keleidescope. The only way to be healed from being broken is Christ. Stay inside Christ love. Everything outside Christ love are adultery, fornication, jealousy, envy, bitterness, resentments, murderers, hate, liars, child molesters, predators, thieves, and so on. The man you were with does not know and accept God. He lives outside Christ love as what you also had done. True men accept and love the Lord and he will never emotionally abuse a woman with lies. You must keep praying and fight the devil. The scriptures will help you heal and also watch youtube for Christian testimonies. You will learn about yourself. Stay out of humanistic philosophy because they don’t include God’s philosophy of love. I can promise you this, it is love, the love from Christ, who will make you whole. Become whole first before you get involved with someone new. If you don’t, you will find yourself in the same situation. So don’t be eager to be looking for someone new to replace your hurts. Allow Christ to work in your mind, in your heart and deep into your soul and you will find strength in Him if you love, obey, and serve the Lord. It is sin that causes us to get hurt. Be one with the Lord.
So prayer isn’t enough you have to analyze her no wonder so called unsaved people don’t want to be around us so called Christians we have an opinion about everything that we know nothing about she feels crushed enough with the disease don’t need criticism.
Hey crys, I will definitely pray for you, I have had genital herpies for 31 years and believing God for a brake through to be healed. Plz join with me in prayer also for complete healing throughout my body. Made a lot of bad choices asking God to give me freedom and make better ones with him, in faith and reflect him onto those around me.. giving/sharing with them to not lose hope in a great God.
Crys,
When I saw this message come through in my inbox, I was shocked. It was as if someone was playing a cruel joke on me. My name is also Crys and a few years ago, I shared the exact same testimony and request for prayer on this site. It was hard for me to believe that God could bring any good from HSV or that I would ever make it another day with the constant outbreaks. Five years later, I’m not physically healed but I have come a long way. It isn’t easy and some days are worse than others. What God showed me is that, the HSV was his protection method for me. While I insisted on trying to get a husband my way, I neglected my health and left myself open for pain. When God couldn’t get my attention, He was forced to act on my behalf, for my protection. Herpes isn’t a death sentence and over time the physical symptoms fade and you forget about it most days. But what I’ll never forget is the lesson I learned. God has a plan for me and I must never compromise my beliefs or put any man before Him. If I trust Him, He will provide all my needs. Since my diagnosis I’ve never met a man that didn’t want to be with me because of it. While I was constantly dating jerks before, the disease helps me to focus on the long-term potential of a man and seek God’s guidance on every step in the relationship. God’s showing me how discern who is right for me and I think I’m closer to my husband than ever before. I’m dating a man who also has herpes and we are finding healing from our pasts together. God turned my life around. I pray for your physical healing, but also the healing of your spirit, mind, soul, and all wounds of the past. May you move forward in strength, health, and victory.
Be blessed, all is well.
hi dear, you will receive healing, if not by physical, you will receive rest and calmness in your life, in Jesus almighty name.
Without physical healing there is no rest and calmness gee wiz I really don’t understand how we are in a real world pretending that doesn’t affect her. oh live in a dream world we are judged by how we look and what we have. She wants physical healing and I think she should have it as well as the assurance that God will heal her and that He holds nothing against her and that the only reason for this is the devil is trying to destroy her but if she trust God and when you receives His love she will be made whole.
A pleasant good morning I am 23 years old and I just found out I have herpes 2. The worst part about this is that I think I might have passed the virus to my babyfather unintentionally. I am hurting, I am so angry that this happened to me. I don’t know what to do, my faith is weak. I feel like I would die. I walk around campus daily and its like I am a dead person walking. I cannot tell my mother she would just die . I cant talk to anyone. most of all I don’t have the money for so many medications. I am doomed. I don’t know what to do. Crying
Hi kimmile, first make a decision to put your trust 100% in God. It may seem like the end of the world, but your faith will grow over time. Seek Him with all your heart and ask Him for help – He created you and has a purpose for you.
I think you do need to talk to a trustworthy believer who is grounded in faith and can advise you. Find a strong group of believers who practice the word of God in your area and find someone to talk to. There are lots of believers who care and would like to help you, you just have to look. It may be that there is a campus ministry or Christian counseling in your area.
Crys,
you wrote:
I learnt that he wasn’t the man he said he was. Father of 2 children, he is separated and I was not the only person he was calling “Girlfriend”.
I pray day and night, I started my Bible studies and I am so scared of having a new outbreak. I am terrified but I trust in the power of Jesus Christ.
1 Thessalonians 4:3-8
For this is the will of God, your sanctification: that you should abstain from sexual immorality; 4 that each of you should know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor, 5 not in passion of lust, like the Gentiles who do not know God; 6 that no one should take advantage of and defraud his brother in this matter, because the Lord is the avenger of all such, as we also forewarned you and testified. 7 For God did not call us to uncleanness, but in holiness. 8 Therefore he who rejects this does not reject man, but God, who has also given[a] us His Holy Spirit.
1 Corinthians 6:10
Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who submit to nor perform homosexual acts, 10 nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, nor verbal abusers, nor swindlers, will inherit the kingdom of God. 11 And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified, in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.…
Crys…you must repent of fornication/adultery. You must recognize that the LORD Himself commands us in Scripture to be purposefully given over to Him in body, soul and spirit. The Holy Spirit says, “and such were some of you…but you were washed.” A Christian may stumble into sin, but to live in sin habitually should make you run back to the LORD wholeheartedly…you have strayed from the truth. Sin is “deceitful”. It will make you think things are O.K. in GOD’s eyes and that what you do in your body doesn’t really matter, but it does. ‘You were bought with a price…honor GOD with your body.”
Seek the LORD with your whole heart and turn back to Him and renounce the old sinful habits that will put you again in bondage. The work of the Holy Spirit…emphasis on HOLY…is to make us a people who are washed, cleansed, pure, and therefore we submit to Him and like Joseph, run from immorality. Break with these kinds of things or you will not find any peace. The LORD will not partner with purposeful and willful sin. Many are ignorant of these things because they do not seek the LORD…they seek what He can give them. Our sinful nature totally does this. We want GOD to bless us, but we don’t want HIM. So, if you didn’t know that because, our churches do not preach from the basic texts of the Scriptures, then now you know. If you love Him, keep His commandments…this is His command…LOVE THE LORD your GOD with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength (body)…love your neighbor as yourself. To love our neighbor is to make sure we do not cause them to stumble into sin either. Remember that when you purposefully sin and others see you are living in fornication, then the LORD’s Name is blasphemed by your behavior. People will turn from Christianity because they see no difference between you and an atheist for that matter. Be careful how you live. The LORD is watching.
What is GOD’s will for you? Reread the scripture above. Turn back to the LORD wholly. This is more important. Then, as it says in Philippians, “be anxious for nothing, but by prayer with supplication and thanksgiving let your request be made known to GOD…” First do what He says.
You turn completely to the LORD, not just with your emotions, heart and needs, but with your body. Your Body is His and not your own. Turn from these clearly known sins.
If you truly love the LORD Jesus, then you will love HIM. If you are truly His child, then expect Him to discipline you as it says in Hebrews 12. The LORD disciplines those He loves. This is for our repentance and so we can come back into right fellowship with Him.
Do this and you will be at peace with the LORD. Then, as you walk in the light, ask Him and He will help you in regards to the illness in your body. First, do what He says. GOD will not give you healing so you can continue in sin. Remember what the LORD Jesus said to the woman caught in adultery, “Go and sin no more. ”
Turn back whole heartedly and love Him with all our yourself.
Hi Crys, I posted a similar request in 2011 and I agree with one of the posts above that it was God’s way to get my attention and to start taking better care of myself. I turned my life over to him and last year, August 27, 2015, I received a report that all of my lab results were negative!!! He healed me and I believe and declare that He will do the same for you. I have been living my life differently and trying my best to stay on track with Him. Stay encouraged.
PerfectlylovedbyHim, I’ve struggled with HSV for about a year now because I loved someone. I’ve had the thought that God not exactly “did” but aloud this to happen so that I too would take better care of myself and have more self respect. How did you know when it was time to go check again to make sure you were negative? I’m so confused and scared about this whole subject. I feel like I have no future with this and I don’t want to live another year with it. I know God hurts when we suffer, so what could I be missing…?
I’ve had my pastor and his wife pray for me and even anoint me with oil. Your story is the second I read on here that say that they’ve been completely healed. What am I doing wrong…?