Summer of 2015 everything started to crash for me. After disobeying God for a while, after beating myself up for my painful past I started to emerge into a new trial I guess, Depression & Chronic Pain. The doctors do not know whats causing my Chronic pain, joint pain and stiffness. Its getting worst and worst. I can barely type.
Last spring, there I was; a almost very healthy 25 year old female. Now, I feel like a very unhealthy, 90 year old slowly dying person …. I am having a hard time coping. My arms/legs are getting worse. I’ve asked god to please help me, over and over again. I am losing hope.
Definitely praying for you.
You’re probably still sinning, but realize God loves you and is just waiting for you to come back, all the way to him. Let go of your sin and turn to him. Your fight is just to stop sinning, ask him, and he’ll tell you what it is, you fight it, beat it, and you’ll be a 22 year old female before you know it haha m. You can do it, it just means God has a great life for you, and that you’re right on the cusp of getting it, but you just have somethings you gotta beat
If we confess our sins He is just and faithful to forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. God wants all our hearts to turn back to Him, we must repent from our old ways and never turn or even look back. God will help us walk in the newness of the abundant life He will give us in return. Jesus gives you all the grace to overcome :)