Summer of 2015 everything started to crash for me. After disobeying God for a while, after beating myself up for my painful past I started to emerge into a new trial I guess, Depression & Chronic Pain. The doctors do not know whats causing my Chronic pain, joint pain and stiffness. Its getting worst and worst. I can barely type.
Last spring, there I was; a almost very healthy 25 year old female. Now, I feel like a very unhealthy, 90 year old slowly dying person …. I am having a hard time coping. My arms/legs are getting worse. I’ve asked god to please help me, over and over again. I am losing hope.