I’m called Njut Tabi Godlove and I’m 27.
I grew up in a small dusty town in the Southwest of Cameroon.
I never had an average life like every normal growing up child with Mom and Dad always ensuring you of a beautiful life.
Never got the chance to see my Father.
Mom became sick soon after Dad died.
I was a sickling living without both parents.
Also had Demonic suppressions at night
Became afraid of the Dark.
I couldn’t concentrate at School, so couldn’t pass my exams.
At the age 10, I started noticing something was speaking inside of me (as I called it back then.)
It will sometimes say “I see” and other times, “you are going to become a Prophet of God”
Became 18 Peer pressure came; I started drinking and later smoking heavily.
I later became depressed, had brain damage from consistent disappointments, life failures and rejection.
It later went chronic when I lost my feelings.
In fact I became a hallow person.
I can’t stress it enough how hard life was living like that.
I travelled to Germany in October 2010.
Yes, with all those trouble.
I stopped trying to live in 2012, then God came in.
One Sunday, I unconsciously walked to an open field where I had a one on one encounter with God.
The experience took almost 4 hours but when it was done, I found out I had gotten my reasoning and feelings back.
Now I know it was the Holy Spirit of God speaking to the little boy, “me”
I lived like that without any soul believing that I was living like that, not even my Family members.
I came to realize people won’t believe anything, but you have to say it anyways for you.
So you don’t have to believe this but just hold on if you are in a similar situation.
God sees you and you don’t have to explain anything.
He will come when it is time.
Njuttabi! You know what you know!Humans can’t “argue” about what happened or not happened to you!When things like that happen, we must always trust the Word of God and test whatever happened to the Word of God! Because these things are far above “normal” human understanding! It is strange how many people will, without realy listening to your testimony, or without testing it to the Word of God, immediately question what you said! Some will even give all “credit” immediately to the false angel of the light(Satan), almost denying that God can work in these ways! Yes, we must be careful to not be decieved by Satan, but the fruit you bear because of that event, will show who is at work in you! I want to believe your experience was real, and it was truely the work of the Holy Spirit!
Remember, when you share your testimony, don’t try to force people to believe! I also had a wonderful experience and it is normal that you want to share the joy of it with others, but… God gives us a clear answer through His Word! He shows us clearly in the parrable of the seed, some fall on the road,rocks,in the weed and in good soil!We must sow and/or water the plants – that is our job! God will guide us through the Holy Spirit ,where and how and when. But…as for the “growing” part , that is not for us to decide ,or try to force people to “grow” in their spirit! That is 100% out of our hands and only in the hands of God Almighty! He is the only One who can let grow, and He knows the best!
Go on, sow the seed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and share your testimony! You are working for God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.Put all your trust in Him and ask Him to guide you! Have faith in Jesus and follow Him! Even if the world turnst against you, nothing can take you away from His eternal love!Follow Jesus!
God, I pray for Njuttabi and all of those, who struggle with similiar situations in their lives! Those who want to follow you, but are discouraged by the world and those who don’t believe in your Almighty power. Please God, make your children strong and let them stand in the Light of Jesus, covered and protected by the blood of our Redeemer! We ask that in the Holy Name of Jesus Christ our Saviour! Amen