Girl in Field

I Hate Myself


Hi I’m 26. I’ll be 27 in a few months. I’ve been through so much and I’ve sought God much, but I still feel so alone! I pray all the time for God to lead me.

I’m so different from my family barely talk to them have no friends. I have a boyfriend but I’m too lonely to leave him. He may not be the best one for me. I wish I could give you all more detail, but it’d take really long.

To sum it up I just need help. I feel dumb. I can’t socialize. I’ve tried to take my life. Like I beg God to show me and lead me. I want to do right. Most people my age could care less. I feel I do, but I’m never happy with no confidence.

Can someone help with advice? It hurts so bad. It’s so much. I want God to show me some type of grace? When I beg him, I just want to be normal n happy and want God’s will for my life, but I’m just so stuck. I don’t even know if this makes any sense, but God led me to this site. Hopefully, I’ll get some help and insight. Please God, I need you. This is what I say all the time. I just feel so stupid and alone.