Today is the day that the lord has made, I shall rejoice and be glad in it. I am asking for pray I was given a positive result for herpes HSV 1&2.
The doctors asked me if i had any outbreaks and I told them I haven’t had any. And the doctors told me that I could have had past exposure to it but I don’t know what that means in medical terms exactly. But I came home and cried, I didn’t get angry I just prayed and immediately started to repent and ask God for his forgiveness and healing. I had these tests done because I have been in a long term relationship with a man for over 14 years and we had infidelity issues in the past, and we both have done wrong but we want to be married and do right by God so I wanted to make sure we both were OK… at least medically.
For the last three years, I can honestly say that I have been faithful to my partner of 14 years because I wanted to just commit to God and to him(boyfriend/fiancé). My boyfriend/fiancé also proposed to me five years ago but because of the infidelity we broke up a few times and agreed to work on it until we stepped before God, which I deeply regret now. I was sexually abused as a child, so I have always been promiscuous with my sexuality and have always been in abusive relationships. I have to be honest with those reading this because I am asking for prayer and I must be honest with God, my father -Jehovah Rapha!
The next day after the results, I examined myself and I saw a bump in my vaginal area. I am scared, but fear does not come from the Lord. I have been in contact prayer and repentance. I am so sorry for the choices I have made and I want to serve God for the rest of my life! He has done so much for me, to tell my life story will take days, but I know of Gods grace and his mercy! God is real family, he is a present help!
I am just asking for prayer Saints from this disease. I pray for a miraculous healing and deliverance from the shame and guilt. Even though I am not experiencing noticeable or unbearable symptoms I still feel this has happened to me to bring me closer to God. Please pray for my 110% healing and deliverance.
I have crazy enough faith to believe God will heal me completely, he has done so much for me in my life. I won’t dare question God’s love for me but I do know if two or more touch and agree there is power in prayer. I pray for every single person that reads this and may God bless you beyond measure!
