About 3 people have told me that God has “Chosen” Me. First of all, I am very new to God and all his truth. God is really working on me in the inside… what a wonderful feeling! They say they see me in the times past running for my life basically running more and more to God. Now as they anointed me and tell me things every time one touches me, they act like I have such a strong energy around me to where they shout and scream and act like they are touching something hot. I don’t know exactly how to explain it.
During my deliverance in March 2017 after all the wrong I’ve done God washed me up and made me pure and for that I am very Grateful!!
I went to another church in another state last night… the pastor’s wife came up to me and began to speak in tounges in my ear. I did not know what she was saying but I smiled. She said oh child for God had chosen you, you will encourage many, God wants to give you the keys. He will begin to help me understand the Bible and show me visions. They also tell me that I may endure pain, but the end will be worth it. That’s the part that scares me to death. Why? Because it’s like I don’t know… what kind of pain and loss?
The crazy part about everything, is when I was a little girl in church, I used to always want the pastors to single me out and tell me about my future like he did others. Now I cannot believe God is answering my prayers and now it’s like WOW I don’t know what to do. As I read the Bible, I see how God has specific people doing his work, but I also see that they are very brave. I’m not doubting myself because I will do ANYTHING the Lord asks of me! I’m just curious.
All my life I’ve been this very scared girl. I’m scared of almost any insect crawling, any weird nose… Very shy and nervous. I know it’s not Good to question God, but I just wonder how God chose me, but I am very fearful of most things. Barely can take up for myself. Any encouragement you guys can share? Any similar situations?
I’m very much like you shy and nervous and someone told me that I’m special and God is going to use me to encourage people.I don’t know how but I know He will. Just trust in the process. It’s OK to ask God to reveal your purpose to you.God will reveal to you in due time. Jeremiah 29:11 I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. Psalms 34:19-20 Many are the afflictions of the righteous but the Lord delivers him out of them all. Don’t be afraid of the pain. We all have to suffer.
Gal 5:22-26 The fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, long suffering, kindness, goodness, faithful, gentleness and self control. Also ask God to make you bold and to break you out your shyness. Where your uncomfortable, that’s when you grow. And you want to allow God to use you in any why he sees fit. Give your fears to Jesus. And when you feel like the spirit of fear is trying to creep in just repeat out loud because Roman’s 10:17 Faith comes by hearing and hearing the Word of God.
So Repeat 1 John 4:18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear in the name of Jesus. And also 2 Timothy 1:7 For God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind in the name of Jesus. And don’t be afraid to use the Word as your weapon because God has given us Luke 10:19 Behold I give you authority to trample on serpents on scorpions and over all the power of the enemy and nothing shall by any means harm you. Hope this helped you.Love sister Sashay.
The Bible talks about testing the spirits when you get a message from God.
I would suggest to you to ask God to sharpen your discernment so that you know when it’s God speaking to you. So many people in the church speak from a fleshly source and often it’s emotion that is running things. NOT always but it happens in churches a lot. Take note of what’s been told to you and bring it before the Lord and ask Him to confirm it. He will do that in HIs time and He knows how to speak to you as the one He created.
You sound like you love God and from what you said, that you’d “…do ANYTHING the Lord asks of me!” that puts you in a vulnerable position. There are some people, and definitely the enemy of our souls, see that zeal and will want to take advantage of that and you might be led down the wrong path. That is why I strongly suggest waiting on God for His confirmation when someone tells you something.
Would also like to add that God might take you up on that “…do ANYTHING…” and you most likely will fail. Now don’t take that as a negative discouragement. I’m speaking from personal experience, as well as hearing the same kind of thing from other believers. God will test you in that “…do ANYTHING…” and often it will be in a weak area. The flesh rules often in our decisions and God will use the “do anything” to show you that you won’t or can’t without His help. The point is to teach you that you have to walk in His strength to do things and sometimes that no, you won’t “do ANYTHING…” because you’re not comfortable with what He’s asking you to do. Trust me, I’ve been down that road many times and have learned over the years not to pray prayers like that anymore. I fail every time and many other Christians will tell you the same about their own walks.
So, again, pray and ask for discernment. Also keep in mind that you are to walk by God’s spirit and not your flesh. The Spirit of God leads to life and walking in the flesh leads to death. (Gal 5:13-26). God has a special plan for all of His children. Make sure that you will be ok if His plan for you doesn’t look like what you envisioned. His ways and plans are perfect.
That’s the verse I would always speak when I was feeling afraid. I was always very shy and quiet and was bound by the spirit of fear but I received deliverance from it, praise The Lord!! It tried to hold me back from so much, and not doing things bc of what people might think, etc. but no I will do the work of The Lord and so will you! Ask God for holy boldness, and to be free from fear and people bondage, He will provide!
For three days I fasted, prayed and read God’s word. Prayer is power and fasting is obedience and His word is profound, essential and cherish it for God speaks to you through it. God may wish to speak to you direct and show you what you must do. You might wake up and hear a whisper in your ear telling you what to do, you could read something in God’s word that will speak to you. You could have a vision. But remember this, you must be in His Will and be at a point of surrender.