God, Please Stop the Storm!

Hello, my name is Kesaiah, and this is my testimony that I’ll be sharing. First, I went through a lot of things during my childhood up to my teenage years. I was verbally and physically abused by my father at a really young age from 5 to 10 years old. I was very depressed during these times, and I was introduced to pornography at a really young age as well. And I was hypersexual for a while. I was going out of control. I hurt a lot of people near me, even the people I loved the most. I hurt them because I wanted attention, and I wanted to be loved and make a fake scenario of my life, so I didn’t have to think about my actual one.

I grew up in a Christian household, all my life and I’m Haitian American so things were pretty rough, and my family was really toxic during the time. I attempted to kill myself 5 times in a row. First was taking sleeping pills and then drowning myself and cutting myself trying to hang myself and drink alcohol. Somehow how they all failed by the grace of God. I was in many relationships during the time from 10 to 13 and I dated this one guy. He was very older than me and me and him were on and off for 5 years straight and then really took a big toll on me and my mental. We argued every single day and sometimes he wouldn’t even text me, but he would definitely love bomb after every argument. And told me that me and him would be together forever. And I realize it now that God told me to leave him alone a long time ago, but since my rejection and loneliness, I decided to settle for something that was so close and that was the devil’s plan to take me out.

Not even a year ago, that’s when I officially gave up and surrender, to God. Me and this guy got into a really big argument, and I cried all day, but that’s when I went to my room put on worship music and I called out to the Lord saying that I don’t want to hate him. I want to forgive him, and I want you to grant him these blessings. Please send him his wife. Please send him his future job. Please encounter him with the best ability that you can, and I pray that you heal his heart, and you heal mine and I cried for hours just releasing to it. I was 13 at this time about to turn 14. And by the grace of God, I accepted him, and he healed me in his arms and told me everything was gonna be OK and that year 2024.

I fully put my life into Christ, worship him and pray to him every single day, even sometimes I did fall short of the glory, but I never let go and I never gave up. Without even knowing God revealed himself to me at a very young age at five years old. At this time, I was very scared of the storm, and I hated the noises, and I hated how it would shake the house. So, I slept at my mom’s room and this one night the storm was very bad. I was crying and I was telling my mom I want the storm to stop, and she told me to pray to the Lord and active to stop the storm and I yelled out,

“GOD, PLEASE STOP THE STORM!”

Not even seconds later, the storm stopped, and I felt so happy and so overwhelmed, not even knowing that I was feeling Holy Spirit. I’m literally living proof that God is real, and he can heal the brokenhearted. He can fill the hole in your heart that you thought could never be filled. He’s here for us, and he loves us with every bit of his spirit. And I’m trying to help as many people as I can to get closer to God because I want them to feel the encounter in the spirit that I felt in my heart.

I’m so glad that I was able to share my testimony with everyone on this platform and I hope this inspires you to get closer to God and I’ll leave some scriptures and stuff that help me as well and videos and podcasts. And I’m officially getting baptized on August 9 of 2025. And I shout out to the people that helped me through my walk with Christ. My sisters Zoe and Nitza and my cousin Malaysia & my girl Keesha at my church. And my biggest thank you to Jesus Christ himself for saving my soul and showing me his love. Bye!