God is faithful to His word. I read psalm 50:15 after reading a testimony on this site about how God helped a fellow believer in their studies when they failed and performed poorly. I have been struggling with FAITH because of fear and doubt. When reading that I knew the Lord will do what He said He will do. Psalm 50:15 says the Lord ”Call upon me in the days of trouble and I will deliver you, so that you may Glorify me”. When reading I believed that the Lord will help me from my trouble.
In the mist of my trouble He gave me a word that I will get in this certain university that I always longed to go. Even though He knew I was in a big academic hole, He gave me that word. I never had felt a real panic attack until this very month and I cried myself to sleep every night. Forgetting that I have a God who works all things for my good.
So last night as I was pouring out my heart to Him and casting my anxieties to Him, He told me not to cry and I read His word and told Him
”Lord I screwed up big time. I messed up. I fell short. I am the only one to blame. But I have You who are faithful to Your words. I believe in Your word. I am in big life changing trouble and I am calling upon You my God. Deliver me Father so that I may glorify You and taste and see that you are good. If your name carries any power which I know it does then my words will not return to me void. Because You declared that YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE then I know I am delivered. Everyone who earns their grades the wrong way are raising their banner. I decree and declare that I will also uphold YOU my God for you are JEHOVAH NISSI MY BANNER”
Brothers and sisters this is a huge step of faith that I am taking. I never ever did this before. I thanked God in advance for what He did that is yet unseen. I believe, I believe that He will do for He says He will deliver me. I offered Him thanksgiving with an offering and will keep on doing so. Miracles happen around me but I have yet to experience one first hand. God said He does and because He did for others He also did for me. I refuge to let reality limit the works of my God. This post is to help all you whatever situation you may be in. God loves us and wants to help us. My God has answered my prayer and PLEASE GIVE HIM THANKS FOR THAT EVEN MORE. AMEN :)