First of all… All praise to Lord God Almighty.
I am in love with this boy. We studied together. We were having a deep relationship. He knows about Jesus, but not much spiritual. When we got into the relationship, I got blind in the love and didn’t share Jesus’s testimony or make him know more about Jesus as I should have.
And so, God separated us. It became so hard for me. He told me to forget him. We love each other so much. Both of us cannot hurt each other talking over phone, our breakup was also through message.
Yesterday night also I was missing him so badly. These days I got very close to Jesus. I separated more time to meditate and be with Jesus. Talk to my Lord God. That gave me strength to move ahead. Yesterday night, as I was praying, I asked Jesus, if I should continue praying for Him to return to me. I pray this way that first my boy should come to know about Jesus’s love deeply. And then our relationship should flourish more stronger than before.
I begged God to show me a sign. I tried to forget him many times, but always when I prayed, I felt God telling me ‘Pray for him’. I’ll make you both together. This separation is just for a little time, when I reunite you, it will be a bond which no force on earth can separate.’
I keep hearing this whenever I pray.
Yesterday, I asked for a sign from God and then slept.
Today morning as I got up, I checked my mobile. It had 2 missed calls from him. I called him back. He told me ‘He got his lost mobile back’. He had lost his mobile when we were in relationship. That day I had told him ‘If the God I serve is true God, then you will get back your mobile’.
I couldn’t thank God enough today. Never knew he would work this way and answer my question.
I am going to continue praying for him to come to Jesus more. God is wonderful. I was crying with happiness in the morning as Jesus answered me in the most remarkable way.
Praise the Lord sister,
Jesus has plans for you, plans to give you a hope and a future, seek the kingdom of God and he WILL give you the desires of your heart, he scattered you both for a little while but he will take away your heart of stone and give you a new heart, a heart of flesh then you will follow all his commandments and when he has cleansed you both from all your sins then you will be able restore the ruins, Jesus bless you, Shalom.
God gave me a sign when I asked Him. Each moment I pray I ask God to guide me. And He is guiding me. I cannot express it in words.
For instance. My guy he used to share everything with me. Wether it be a small thing or a big thing. But recently he got so busy that he wouldn’t even call me. I felt sad.
I asked God for an answer. The answer I got is it that if my guy came back now I am so blind in love that I would just renew the relationship. God told me if I stay with him now,God cannot put His plan into action. That is why we are being separated. It is God’s way. I have to wait a bit more time.
When I cry and pray. God answers me so remarkably. I know not how to write it here.
Each each step He is guiding me. And I am so near to God now. I love my guy so much. God knows my pure love and the pure relationship that we both shared.
God is my guide. He is guiding me each step. Giving me comfort. I now know God is taking care of me,my relationship. Leaving everything into God’s hands. I will not do anything according to human instinct. Because I want my guy to know Jesus as the true and only God. Get more close to Jesus. And then,as God’s plan renew our relationship in God’s way.
Waiting for reunion with prayer.
I am no more sad over my break up. God is giving me strength to move ahead.
God is mighty Lord. There’s nothing impossible for Him. If I stand in friendship with my boyfriend now,there are chances I might just pull him back onto relationship. I don’t want that. I want my relationship to be back only according to God’s plan and in God’s way.
He thinks bad of me now. I have felt deep hurt on that. If I want I can hurt him back in words,but over these 2,3 days I am having no contacts with him at all. I don’t want to prove him anything. In God’s time everything will work out.
Even if we separate and go apart for miles,if its in God’s plan to unite us,we will be together.
I will continue praying for his salvation everyday. It is because when I asked God if I should continue praying,he showed me the next day by a sign that I should.
Now,if we get back together. It will be God’s miracle and his work.