My life is living proof that God can save and deliver even the most broken souls.
When I was turning twelve, my family was evicted from our apartment. I felt lost, confused, and angry, and I took it out on my mom. I was disrespectful and unwilling to understand what she was going through. I went to live with my aunt while my mom was on the streets. That summer, I sank into deep sadness. I missed my mom and our home so much that I started smoking weed to numb the pain.
What I didn’t realize was that instead of helping, it opened the door to even darker thoughts. My depression deepened. It felt like demons whispered lies to me, that no one cared, that life wasn’t worth it. I felt the weight of the world crushing me. Friends drifted away, bullies made school unbearable, and loneliness became my constant companion. I began cutting myself and even cursed God, blaming Him for my pain.
Eventually, things seemed to improve. We got a house again, and for a moment, life felt amazing—until I discovered my mom was using drugs. My anger and heartbreak came flooding back. When we lost that home, I returned to my aunt’s house, only to watch my mom use drugs right in front of me. Hurt and overwhelmed, I started smoking again.
This time, the darkness felt even heavier. Life turned grey. I experimented with partying, drinking, and sex, desperately trying to fill a void that only God could fill. One day, I went to a children’s church service. The preaching reached me, but I wasn’t ready to change. Later, I invited my cousin to attend, and when she was touched by the Holy Spirit, it stirred something inside me.
Three months later, I surrendered. God broke through my rebellion and my pain. He became the light in my darkness – the One who carried me when I couldn’t carry myself. Today, I am freshly baptized and standing here as proof that no matter how far you’ve fallen, the Lord can redeem and restore.
Praise the Lord for never giving up on me!
Thank God for your life. I pray God shows you mercy and provides you with whatever your need may be.
Aalyah, I thank God for you,He tends intervene when we are at our wits end. Never will He give up on his people especially He know your heart.
I pray you stay strong in the Lord for yourself and your mom. He loves you!
Hello, powerful men and women of God! I woke up day before yesterday and just find myself just masturbating just like that, and it something I have been trying to avoid because I know having herpes and want God to heal me, I have to refrain from all sexual activities. I use to do it a lot and I prayed and God delivered me to the point I only did it one time last year, and this year just yesterday coming from being addicted I must admit. But I’m ask for prayer that I will not do it again period! Also my mind is so cluttered with all I’m going through, it makes me unorganized and unfocused and spiritually weak, because I’m praying and I’m seen nothing. I feel like my prayers are ineffective, also I am struggling with over eating and eating unhealthy foods which I never normally do, so it makes FAT! But I know God is able to deliver with prayers.
PLEASE PRAY FORE AND MY DAUGHTER WHO HAVE THE VIRUS BUT DOESN’T KNOW SHE HAS IT YET, I GAVE IT TO HER WHEN SHE WAS 2 YEARD OLD NOW SHE IS 17 YEAR OLD.
In all this I still believe God wants to deliver us out of this. I desire to be married and I want that for my daughter too, I don’t want her to come live the same old dirty life I lived.
She will be going to college next year and I’m so worried of what college life would be for her, Please help prayer for that too.
She is getting into the medical field, she’s studying so hard to have a good life but with the virus how can that be, IT CAN ONLY BE WITH GOD AND HIS MERCY ON HER. PLEASE HELP ME PRAY!
I pray that God will perfect that which concerns us. By his stripes we are healed, I believe nothing is impossible with God.
Father, in the name of your son in Jesus Christ, I pray for Suzette, that she learns from you peace. I pray that as she gets to know you better and better that the cares of this world, and of the flash become diminished in her heart as she casts her cares on you and learns from first-hand you how to walk in the Spirit.
Heavenly Father,
I lift up Suzette into Your loving hands. Lord, You see the battles they are facing the pain of sickness and the struggle with addiction. You know their heart, their wounds, their longing for freedom and peace.
Jesus, You are the Healer of our bodies and the Restorer of our souls. I ask that You bring complete healing to Sunset, even in places where shame and hopelessness have taken root. Touch their body, Lord heal every infection, every symptom, every effect of herpes. Restore their health, renew their strength, and cover them with Your cleansing blood.
Father, I also pray for freedom. Break the chains of masturbation addiction that weigh them down. Replace the craving with a deeper hunger for You. Remind them that they are not defined by their struggle, but by Your love and sacrifice at the cross.
Holy Spirit, surround Suzette with Your comfort and conviction. Fill every empty space with peace, purity, and joy. Let them know they are never alone, and that Your grace is stronger than any weakness.
Lord, let this battle become their testimony a story of how You bring healing, freedom, and new life. We declare that whom the Son sets free is free indeed (John 8:36).
In Jesus’ mighty name,
Amen.
Suzette, I just want to remind you that you don’t have to carry this battle alone. The Bible says ‘confess your sins to one another and pray for each other so that you may be healed’ (James 5:16). Please don’t stay in the dark with this – reach out for help, let someone you trust pray with you. And remember Jesus said some battles are broken through prayer and fasting (Mark 9:29). You are not weak for asking help; it’s actually strength to let light in. God’s grace is bigger than shame, and He wants to set you free. Reach out for help. Come clean with your daughter too, dear sister. Pray and fast. Spend time with the word of God. Reach out for deliverance ministry (pray about this 1st). Join your local church community and reach for help. Don’t be in the dark. That is what satan wants, But Jesus is going to heal you, and your testimony will be so awesome!