Hilary’s Diary updated
Saturday 6th January 2007
To all who read this today will be amazed!
CONCERNING THE PAINTING THAT I DID CALL,
‘FROM THE CROSS TO THE GRAVE’
TODAY I REMEMBERED SOMETHING VERY AWESOME BACK IN 1978.
WHILE I WAS LIVING IN AUSTRALIA AND MARRIED A NEW ZEALANDER, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.
I WAS SLEEPING WITH MY HUSBAND AND HE WAS AWAKE,
THEN SUDDENLY, I SAT UP IN BED, EYES CLOSED AND ASLEEP, MY RIGHT HAND LIFTED UP AND MOVED IN A WIPING ACTION, AND I SAID THIS, “BEAUTIFUL PAINTING” THEN I STOPPED WIPING, AND LYED BACK DOWN AND WENT TO SLEEP.
MORNING CAME AND HE TOLD ME ABOUT IT.
I COULD NOT REMEMBER ANY OF IT; I STILL CANNOT REMEMBER THIS DREAM BUT IT’S ONLY NOW THAT THOSE TWO WORDS THAT I SPOKE, MANY YEARS AGO, WAS SPOKEN AGAIN BUT THIS TIME BY GOD.
GOD HAS EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL!
ABSOLUTELY AMAZING, DON’T YOU THINK?
SOON AFTER THAT I MOVED TO NEW ZEALAND, AS MY HUSBAND WAS HOMESICK.
PAINTING WAS THE VERY TALENT THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME BY GOD
AFTER YEARS OF DEVELOPING MY TALENT, PAINTING ALL THAT I COULD SEE, HERE IN THE SEEN WORLD THAT WE LIVE IN,
(I WAS NEVER GOOD AT PAINTING ANYTHING WITHOUT SEEING IT)
THEN MANY YEARS LATER AND AFTER MANY PAINTINGS DONE VERY CHEAPLY FOR OTHERS, I GAVE IT UP;
MY DRIVE FOR PAINTING WAS GONE, BUT MY TALENT FOR IT NEVER DISAPPEARED BECAUSE WHENEVER I RETURNED BACK TO PAINTING, FOR SOME REASON, I WAS PAINTING BETTER THAN BEFORE.
THIS WENT ON FOR YEARS UNTIL 2004 AFTER SEEKING GOD THROUGH JESUS CHRIST, I SOON SAW WHAT GOD WANTED ME TO SEE, SO THAT I COULD PAINT JESUS HALF SITTING UP IN THE GRAVE (REMEMBERING THAT I CAN ONLY PAINT WHAT I SEE)
WHEN I DID WHAT GOD WANTED ME TO DO, I HAD NO IDEA THAT THIS PLAN ALL ALONG FOR ME WAS TO FIND MY DESTINY;
AND THAT WAS TO KNOW GOD; IT’S NOT ABOUT USING OTHER PEOPLE’S TALENT TO FIND GOD; IT’S ABOUT USING WHAT HE GAVE ME AND WHAT HE GAVE YOU. I BELIEVE MY DREAM WAS HIDDEN FROM ME, UNTIL I SEEKED AFTER GOD,
BECAUSE NOW IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE IN WHAT HAS BEEN REVEALED TO ME, AND THAT IS, THAT JESUS DID DIE ON THE CROSS FOR ALL OF OUR SINS, AND HE WAS RESURRECTED; IN OTHER WORDS, HE LIVES!!! I’M A BELIEVER AND VERY WIDE EYED AND EXCITED ABOUT THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE AND THAT IS TO KNOW WHO I AM AND WHO GOD IS AND HOW WE CONNECT. I HOPE THIS WILL ENCOURAGE OTHERS BY USING THEIR OWN TALENT AND SEEKING GOD FOR THEMSELVES;
SEE WHAT HE WILL REVEAL TO YOU IN YOUR LIFETIME
THIS IS MY PERSONAL TESTIMONY TO YOU
GOD DOES LOVE YOU AND HE WANTS YOU TO LOVE HIM
We are meant to enjoy each others company daily
MY PERSONAL DIARY
VISION —– 7.05pm on the 8th December 2006
I was shown a white stone with bits of it being light blue
Inside that stone was a pure white treasure box that was revealed to me
The treasure box lid was also pure white and closed on top of the box
The whole box and lid was beautifully designed; not plain, and completely white
Before this vision, I heard a few weeks ago, “You have 2 names now”
I didn’t quite understand about having 2 names until now
I have my earth name and my heaven name; only God and myself know what that name is.
TREASURES LAID UP IN HEAVEN
“Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth
and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and
steal; but lay up for yourselves treasures in Heaven,
where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and
where thieves do not break through nor steal;
for where your treasure is there
will your heart be also.”–Matthew 6:19-21.
Yesterday 20th January 2007 my vision
An old man with a long beard was on my right and looking down at me in a loving way
An altar was next to him and I was in front of it.
My small arm reached into it
Not long after that I was groaning words that I cannot express in my own language
I was also being anointed = my body was being filled, swift movements of my body, side to side
I was later asked
“What can I bring God as a gift from my heart?”
“Bring to the altar?” The answer is Jesus
I later discovered that the old man with loving eyes looking down towards me was God
God is not a religion but a person we can all connect with because of what Jesus did on the cross for you and me and I am forever grateful
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Testimony of God’s Love from Hilary
Hilary’s own little experience to share with the group
11th April 2007
I heard, “There is a man beside me” then a little later while soaking myself with thoughts of Jesus and worshiping God,
I felt a presence in front of me, like a little pressure of gravity while lying down on my bed, and then I sat up and started speaking; my lips were moving, I was aware of speaking but could not pick up what I was saying; one word I heard myself say was, “burn” then suddenly when it was over, I felt fine but still had no idea what I said.
“We are engaged” Jesus said to me
‘Mountain of God’, where we come to the cross, on scull mountain = He is close to me now
In my scull, My Lord says to me, “I am” This is where he says that my sheep know and hear my voice
There is also the enemies voice too that you need to be aware of and usually it’s a voice of condemnation
You have to speak out with your voice against it, and it has to be according to the scriptures that is God’s truth
then the enemy will flee from you and then God will give you peace again so that his will for you can be fulfilled, without
the enemy filling your mind with FEAR. We can soak up again in God’s love for us and have FAITH in him and trust him
in every situation of your everyday life and that makes us free to have joy in our life and no more negative thinking that can
have negative effects in your life all because we choose to listen to what our enemy says to us that is also negative and
brings us no hope, fear then sets in Johnny Cash sang a song with lyrics that went like this and this is the real battle, he sings, “through broken thoughts, I cannot repent” You can see that while you are thinking the wrong way such as seeking revenge or carry anger in your mind, it means that you do not forgive someone that has broken your heart. We are to pray for people like that to God, treat that person with kindness even when you don’t FEEL like it and then your FEELINGS will catch up to your forgiving heart towards them You will feel closer to God and then he can work for you; he is not against you at all, he is for you because he loves you so much. Keep doing this when treated wrongly because the real truth to all this is, that it’s how you treat others and not how others treat you. We notice that kind of character in Jesus towards his enemies and then before he died on the cross, he prayed to his father, “Forgive them for they know not what they are doing” Now you can see how important this really is.
I’m glad to have Jesus in my life everyday because he died on the cross for all of my sins and
he gives me eternal life in exchange because I have asked and received him and his love, so that I can love him back
also love myself and others again. God is LOVE
We are in a spiritual battle and we need to help God in it. It’s all about you and God only
You and God work together as a team and we go through many tests; when you know the scriptures to fight back with,
then you have passed the test and God then gives you his grace and peace for helping him in the battle against your own mind.
You soak in more truth of his LOVE instead of soaking and believing lies about yourself and God
Lets have love, peace and joy in God’s army together, Amen
God bless you all from Hilary
I Samuel 10:6 “And the spirit of the LORD will come upon thee,
and thou shalt prophesy with them, and shalt be turned into another
Saul will receive the gift of prophecy, when the Spirit of the
LORD comes upon him. He will be totally different, filled with the
Spirit of God. The old flesh man will be gone, and he will be a spirit
I Samuel 10:7 “And let it be, when these signs are come unto
thee, [that] thou do as occasion serve thee; for God [is] with thee.”
After this happens to Saul, the LORD will direct everything Saul
does. Saul’s decisions will be in the will of God, after this special
anointing comes upon him. He will succeed, because the LORD is with