Hi I’m 26. I’ll be 27 in a few months. I’ve been through so much and I’ve sought god so much but I still feel so alone! I pray all the time for god to lead me I am so different from my family barely talk to them have no friends have a boyfriend but I’m too lonely to leave him he may not be the best one for me . I wish i could give you all more detail but it’d take really long. To sum it up I just need help i feel dumb I can’t socialize. I’ve tried to take my life like I beg god to show me and lead me. I want to do right. Most people my age could care less. I feel I do but I’m never happy with no confidence. Can someone help with advice it hurts so bad. It’s so much. I want god show me some type of grace? When I beg him I just want to be normal and happy and want gods will for my .life but im just so stuck I don’t even know if this makes any sense but god lead me to this site hopefully I’ll get some help and insight please god I need you. This is what I say all the time. I just feel so stupid and alone.