hey my names rob 25 years born and raised in wellington newzealand and married for 4 years with one child . I suffer from a sickness called Charcotmarietooth syndrome ,which ive carried with me since the age of 13 . at the time when the doctors told me the sad news that their was no cure i was really down and was falling apart because i just started high school and as we all know at that age its when you start to go through the best times of life,high school and i felt i was cut short because now i couldn’t do what normal kids could do like play sports,run,and any activities i had to sit out.my passion was sports but now i had to find a new one so i found music which is everything to me now.i got married at the age of 21 and have 1 child but this is when i ask for you all who’s taken up time to read this to pray for me please . at times i feel useless because i cant do what normal fathers can do like run around with their kids,work to produce for their family’s .i have lost my confidence to find a job or go back to studying and feel as if Im a worthless father,brother,friend and person and don’t know where i stand right now.why did i have to get chosen to have this sickness .i look at all the bad people in the world and ask why couldn’t they get the sickness.Jesus please don’t be mad ,for this is the first time in my life im feeling really down and really lost
Hello Rob, my name is Marco Weiss, i am 28 years old and will turn 29 tomorrow on the 1.November.
Many men and women here on this earth are suffering alote, some are Believers in Christ while others still follow Satan and children without Yoke. But both of these groups have people of peace or suffering, but only one of these groups have christ.
We both, you and me are in a group that if we do not feel good, are in darkness, confused, angry, lost ect.. we have what the others dont have, Hope, Peace and Joy just thinking about the name of Jesus Christ and his Works and promises. While wenn the other Group who are in the darkness and follow Satan, mostly have nothing to look back or forward to ask or to lean on in faith and spirit.
Couple of days ago i said to myself “I know Jesus could of stoped my suffering, or he could heal me right now, but i want to look at him at a different view, i want to look at Jesus not only a Being with Power to heal but also a Shoulder in times of troubles, distress.”
Im not saying give up hope, keep hope, for that is also what i am doing, but at the same time, try find his shoulders and his heart and a place for your rest and comfort, to see another side of Jesus Christ.
You ask yourself “why me”, rather ask yourself “what can i do about it”, “who will help me”. Then suddenly you might get some kind of relief because Jesus pops up in the head, and peace comes in, faith and some kind of Joy, even if it is just a little.
Job got his whole family taken away from from him, his home, and was bruised with sorse.
David was hunted by Kings and had to hide in Caves and lost his son, because he sinned.
Dont forget the one who probably suffered more then anyone else on this earth, Jesus Christ, i meditated once on how he must of suffered and everything he suffered. Rob i believe the Shame we feel sometimes also Jesus suffered, sometimes wenn we cry at night because of our situation and everything that has been done to us, i believe Jesus also Cried for the same reason, what has been done onto him while on the Cross.
He suffered not only of off the Pressure and Torture in Body and Spirit of Men, but also the Pressure and Torture from his father “A God” put on him, but Jesus stood and held it through all the way.
Now ask yourself, how much suffering Jesus must of had in Spirit and Flesh, wenn a God strikes him and Many Men. Only the Son of God could carry such burden, i dont believe a man could stand if God would strike him with his weakest finger, God struck Jesus with his Hands.
But at the same time, i believe he still Loved his father from the very beginning to the end.
See your situation as i will, for i am also part in what you are, befor me are paths that every “normal” man would and does take, but we are cut of from it, i see men do things that i would like to do, but i know i cant. But should i really say “God he doesnt believe in you why dont you strike him? and Heal me?”, or “God he is a worse sinner then i am, i want Justice and not Mercy?”, God said, hate Sin but Love the Sinner.
God be with you Rob and see Christ also as a Comforter.
YAHshua be with you . . . . I feel your pain
( By his Stripes we were HEALED )
God bless you and your troubled heart. I have a similar situation in my life. I became cross eyed and very scarred due to an accident I had during my college days. I saw a vision of God while I was in a coma for a month. He motioned me to an oasis of life in a desert. When I came to, I did not stop trying to achieve my goals because I could never really see myself as others did saw me. Which I later observed on a video. I walked crooked and looked hideous on camera. Luckily I saw that video 5 years after my accident. I became depressed even though I had a beautiful wife that stayed with me. I later had surguries that corrected my sight and helped correct my stature and well the scars aren’t as obvious with time. Or maybe I did’nt let them bother me so it would’nt bother other people after a while. I mean I had more than my share of sexy, interested girls. Six months ago I started reading the Holy Bible every night because I was seduced by a succubant woman. I fell in love with her because I never had felt so much passion for such an exciting lover in my life. I asked her to marry me and I would leave my wife for her. She then told she could not continue with me because I mean’t nothing and I was a nobody. I continued to struggle for her attention. Right in front of me she would invite men she hardly knew to call her of visit her for a massage. She would invite me to parties with her and she would refuse to dance with me and start dancing with other men and leave my sight for long periods of time. I would wonder why she saw in other men. They were not as tall, athletic and caring as I was for her. I am a bodybuilding health freak and I do see people noticing my physic. Not that it matters, I noticed that the type of women I prefer think I am shallow and conceited because I am muscular and the people that noticed were either gay men or obese women. She would pay more attention to obese males and give back my gifts or give them to someone else. I mean I am attractive, bear thoughtful gifts and a willingness to commit. She still means alot to me. Eventhough she will never have a kind word for me. I was so depressed. I tried to kill myself. I took twice the amount of sleeping pills that was necessary to end my life. To God I do matter, though. You do too. He did’nt let me die. I realize he has a mission for me on Earth, which is why he led me to the oasis of life in my vision when I was in college. Please read the book of Job. I discovered what to do when the devil makes your mind and heart question instead of have faith in His decision to let you live.
I think you will remember me in Heaven.
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I agree with the above comment…ask God not, “Why?”, but, “What should I do with who/how I am?”
He is not mad, but will surely use you and your life to glorify Him.
He is always good :)
God loves without condition. he never holds a grudge. repent and is more than faithful to forgive us. Anything that exalts itself before the power of Gods word is to be cast down We walk not by sight but by faith in christ. God is no respector of persons. Jesus is the same yesterday ,today and forever. Believe God. Take him at his word irregardless of what we see or feel.
Hi, Rob. I am saying a prayer for you right now that you will be healed in body, mind and spirit. May God Be With You. God Bless You. Amen.
HEY ROB,
I am no doctor or a physician but I know someone WHO IS.
I cannot even start to imagine your hurt and feelings because of your ills.
There is a loving God and he does things that we cannot fathom. I was healed from a back injury after 4 months in traction. I used to be in so much pain that I used to try not to talk even, it hurt.
Don’t give up hope or prayer. I will certainly pray for your healing in the NAME of YahuShua. Thats Jesus’ original name. The Jesus of Nazareth, the one and only begotten Son of the Most High God. The one Who sufferred and died for us. The Lover of all mankind.
I thank the Lord God Almighty for hearing our prayers….
Rob I don’t know if what I am about to mention will make you feel better.
I am oe almost sixty years old, I have lived all my life with one kidney, I have lived since the age of fourteen with one hearing ear, I have Large grouwth between my L4and L5 of 14mm. Both my shoulders have torn tendons. My knees bareley hold me up at times, lost all of my teeth except for four on the bottom of my mouth, which dont make me look so pretty anymore…HeHeHe, but yet I am alive and still praising God and laugh at the world because I got my ticket to heaven. Fight on my son and give the world all you can and with all your might. God is certainly there…with you…try and be positive…He definetly is with you…all around you …he loves you…feel His Grace, His love, He will not give up on you…push a little harder…seek Him a bit further, I assure you that He is there to be found by you and any that seek Him diligently.
Yehova Rophi is his name.
May God bless you and heal you by his mighty NAME YAHUWAH in the Name above all names JESUS the Nazarine, YAHUSHUA. AMEN!