Hey it’s me again with something awesome to share. When I first came to this site, I was crying for help I had pretty bad depression. I thought when I gave my life back to Jesus that it was gone just like that. Boy was I wrong.
About six weeks later I got really depressed, I had just started tech/collage and I didn’t know anyone, I did make one friend, but my confidence was zero. Everyday felt like a total battle, it was like something had gripped onto my heart and was trying to pull me down. It lasted like three to five weeks but honestly it felt like months. I spent every day clinging onto God with everything I had I knew it was my only chance at getting through it. I prayed to God about five to ten times a day to give me strength and to help me.
Anyway, during these few weeks, I became very confused and anxious, I mean if I am a Christian why am I feeling like this, I’m not supposed to feel like this. I must have said that about fifty times. But I wanted to know what was wrong with me, so I took an online depressed test and guess what the results were moderate to high. It was depression, I guess I kinda knew but I didn’t want to admit it.
A couple months after all that, I got this feeling that was happy I didn’t feel depressed, I was like is it really gone, have I been healed? I believed it for a while but these thoughts popped into my head saying, “did you really have depression, you never had depression so how could you be healed from it.”
Every time I thought I’ve been healed, those thoughts would come in and I would doubt it. Eventually I’d had enough I was gonna find out once and for all, so I took that same depressed test and this time the results were… low. It was clear, gone. PRAISE GOD!!!
I was in a shopping centre at the time, and I had the biggest smile on my face, I was thanking God. I really was healed; it really was gone. Thank you, God, thank you, thank you, thank you. God is so AWESOME and can do all things. It’s because of Him I’m healed.
Not only did he die on the cross for me and everyone on earth and protected me from a lot. He also healed me from depression and has given me a life I never thought I would ever have. Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty, with Him nothing is impossible!!! God bless and I love you all xxx