Amazed at God’s Grace

About two years ago, I went through the toughest time in my life. I found out I had been exposed to Toxic mold in my home which I loved. Slowly I was getting sicker and sicker.

During this time I met a man and fell in love. While dealing with my mold exposure illness, I eventually found out much later down the line that the man I loved was a very well hidden drug addict. To say the least, I was in a very bad place in life, as I was already very deeply in love with this man, and was too ill to leave him.

I felt I was done for. I felt so stuck. Doctors couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me, and the man I loved was getting worse and worse. And 99% of our relationship, I didn’t know what the problem was. I just knew something was off – (losing his job, money went missing, personality changes). I didn’t know what to do. I had been so focused on myself and my situation that I had pushed God to the side.

One night in desperation, I fell to my knees and prayed for a miracle, as I felt stuck and needed help so desperately. Not even a week later, his father whom I hadn’t met as of yet, came into town to surprise us with a visit one night. And truly, he saved me. He came that night because he had suspicions that his son was using drugs again, and ultimately came to save me. He told me the truth about his son and his drug use off and on for the past 20 years, told me to leave that night, that his son is sick. Because of God sending his father, giving me the direction, truth and compassion that I needed, I somehow mustered up the courage to leave. It was extremely heart wrenching to see how the man I love got worse and worse. He couldn’t handle the separation, so his drug use got worse. But, God kept me strong.

At this point, I knew God was real. More real than I ever thought he could be. I moved in with my mother and I am healing from the mold exposure. He saved me from the insanity of drug addiction. And, since I’ve prayed, prayed and prayed some more to save my ex, he has worked a miracle. I say a miracle because it was. His addiction had gotten so bad, that he was living in a drug house, had lost multiple jobs and was dealing drugs. It was a nightmare come true. Every single friend or acquaintance he had, had given up on him. Except one person. He organized a huge intervention for my ex, which ultimately saved his life as he had just recently overdosed before the invention had happened. This wonderful man pulled some strings and got him to one of the best rehab facilities in the U.S. He’s now out of rehab and living in sober living. He’s found a great job and seems to be completely transformed. He’s recovering and I pray everyday that God can completely take away his addiction and heal his body, mind and soul. If any of you have been exposed to addiction, you probably know that it definitely seems to be brought on by some kind of evil. It changes them and makes them into the most frightening horror movie you’ve ever seen.

I do love this man, and hope and pray that God can completely cure his addiction. I believe this is possible. God really is amazing.

Just had to share my story.

Thank you for reading.

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  1. Fred 4/16/2018
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