I was down and out, quite a bad mood, No fault of mine..now what to do.. Every thought was building up high, all my efforts and Satan’s lies I sat in a huddle, drowning in gloom, called on the Lord …
A woman I didn't know came up to me and said that all God wants me to do is surrender.
I was broken, hurt and miserable and just wanted him to love me.
But just obeying that task of letting go... showed faith and trust that I trusted God even when it didn't make sense!
Depressed, I thought about running away from home. Committing suicide.
After having supernatural encounters with God, I still carried this secret sin with me.